True - Im Lost [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Life ain't no rainbows and butterfly's
I'm done with your shit so buh-bye
She fucks with me does her dirty deeds
So why do I have to live with a bitch
Who piles on nothing but complete bullshit
There is only so much I can tolerate
Because eventually I will explode in your face
I'm filling up the meter that I can barely take
I need a break I got a stomach ache
I need to take a step back
To when I thought I shredded a track
When I thought I wasn't whack
Then it hit me I can do better than that
Now I don't try in school
I now know I'm a rhymin fool
Now I'm caught writers block
Your faggot ass can rot but that's not
What I care about I started from scratch
Easter Bunny? I'd kick his ass in a rematch
Yea now I shredded a track
Yea homie bitch I'm talking smack
It's bad to see you and sad to see you try to fricken snap!

What is this? I'm rappin fast
Homie I could just kick your ass
I stayed home sick you can't hear it, it goes by too quick
It goes to the brain out from an insane
Rapper he's crazy yea ask his brother
You better start runnin
You dont even know what the hell is comin
You better start haulin for ya life
Im scary I got a butter knife
I used for my breakfast I got left over omelette
It's a 50/50 chance I could win or bomb it
But if your really want I could fucking rock it!
I really want you dead might as well cock it
Dad my dream is be a rapper
I want to rise up but all I got is a plastic ladder
Brian thats impossible get bet to reality
Now I got another bitch she is really fuckin mad at me
She pisses me off now I'm fuckin angry
Why do I care? She really mattered to me
I'm studying a beat the dream actually happened to me
Now all I live in is rhapsody
Call him your hynace, call him your majesty
Now he is the king of your galaxy

Name one thing that doesn't get you stressed
Everyday you anger has progressed
If failures the police I'm resisting arrest
Within the next few years god will pick off few
Pray to god no more than two
Thinking about it makes me blue
I want to fulfill a dream, grow up in a scene
It's crazy how people can be so mean
They think it's payback
Rewind the whole track, playback
What can I say what can I do
It took a year or two
To get me to the point I got myself too
Don't ruin it dude you dont know what I went through
I rip apart every soul with the supplies I use
Sometimes the eyes I use
Maybe the guys I bruise
I'm runnin out of rhymes
It's difficult to spit sometimes
I'm the one to complicate
I wait till Friday, I procrastinate
Because I dont got a date
I dont want one, I said that for fucks sake