Verbal Tech - The Return [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Intro :

Y'all think you know me?
Fuck that
If y'all wanna know
Come and ask me
Look here...

Verse 1 :

Have you ever walked in the shoes of a child
Or felt like you're in world of giants
Like you spent your entire life under the hand of a tirant
Or had to be in the seat of a boss before you were a client?
Just a kid who was mentally imbalanced
Now i'm the voice of the silence
I was a shadow in the crowd
I was never heard even though i kept screaming so loud
I fucked up in the school too,so i couldn't make my family proud
I was a misfit in doubts,piece of crap,a throw-out
Lonely cos i had no friends
I was all by myself because ain't nobody care
I was always there for everybody
But when i'm in need ain't nobody there
I was just depressed and suicidal
Life was going down like a spiral
But I fought for my survival
Now my life is my new bible
For five times i tried to commit suicide
But for some reason i stayed alive
Tell me i don't strive!
I know i'm fucked up in my head
Every morning waking up in my bed
Opened up eyes hoping i'm dead
But still i stand up and do my fucking shit instead
There are so many things i left unsaid
Cos even if i told you,you couldn't eat a piece of bread
I can say I came from the bottom
I could have spent my whole entire life drowning my problems in the bottle
And be ashamed of how i got 'em
And just die in some shitty ass room somewhere far in the motel
No i don't have any fucking talent
But every day i struggle for my passion
I do this for my friends
Yeah I mean the real friends
Who are stuck with me through shit cos they understand
Cos they see I ain't got shit in my hands
These fakes coming to me and now they're saying that I'm the man
But tell me where the fuck were y'all when I was 12?
Back in the days they were tellin' me I will never get a girl
Now these hoes tellin' me I make their heads go twirl?
Shut the fuck up!
Fuck your billions i'm just doing what is right
I'm doing this for the people cos i don't give a fuck about my life
I do this because of my dream and do it because of my strife
Just so some teenager could get through the hard night
Believe me there is literal pain behind the words i'm saying
I'm not joking,I'm trying to make everybody else feel amazing
But my heart is racing...

Break :

And you still think you know me?
Am I still the person you though you knew?
Well...Listen...

Verse 2 :

Believe me or not but i spit blood every time i record
Cos i'm trying to make a difference and i fucked up my vocal chords
I just want to be appreciated I don't need your fucking rewards
I'm just doing what i love and I spit those words
I've been through hell and back slept on pavement with cracks
Spent weeks in the same slacks
Sleepless nights while I was recording these mofucking tracks
Skinny boy,6 foot 2 ripped jeans and broken shoes
Bottle of booze and body with bruise
Stuck between life and death do you know what i chose?
Can you see me in a coffin with a mofucking rose?
I quit my past life because every day was on repeat
Now every day is lived to the beat
Trying to achieve my fantasy like i'm asleep
Now tell me you know me,how you gonna say shit?

Outro :

Get your facts straight before you say shit...
Now tell me who am I?