ViQuid - My current life summed up in MOTM 2 lyrics [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

What up
How is everyone doing
Yeah, welcome, welcome you, hey
You are now in the world I am ruling
Man, I swear to keep it 100 if I ain't have it then I'll be dead
Wanna know what it sound like when I'm not on drugs
Please, please don't play this song
Inhale and I want you to exhale
And I want you to follow your breath
10...9...8...7...6...5...4...3...1
Pain, hurt, sadness and loneliness
Bottled all that shit right up, tossed it away to the bottomless pit
This is a journey into the horizon
You can see past if it's real to you
We can meet on the other side
Where will you be for the Revolution?
I will paint the Yin and the Yang for you
I work hard, to make sure I don't become a memory
But, it's hard to press on when the memories remember me
People think they really being helpful
By tellin me to please be careful, yeah right
I am the maniac, I am the ghoul (the ghoul)
Lost in the wind, I've lost all my friends
These motherfuckers can’t fathom the wizardry
The blogs tell it, Cudi's lame
A nigga tryin to Judge; who are you, Judy?!
Ballin' so low most fools couldn't price me
And I guess you know me
But I wanna know one thing, when did I become a ghost?
Help me keep my mind out the clouds for reality
Pretty green bud all in my blunt, oh I need it
That's the only thing that keep me level up in my crazy head
The part of my mind that slips and the part of my mind so sick
I don't even like to take the trip unless I'm sloppy drunk
Liquor all night, love it
I'm in the maze, I'm in a daze
I'm losing it
My demons out the cage
I'm addicted to highs
Would you like to know why?
All alone, trying to hide from the shadows
Ain't no use, it seems everywhere they follow
They know where I be at
In my mind tryna get me
You see I'm trapped in my mind, oh I'm, goin trippy
Oh I don't think I'll ever go
No worries; I love the darkness yeah
Day & Nite got flipped and I got blow for a grip
You see the sun seems to shine, when I, am not looking
Oh, it seems to trick every time
Yeah, stuck in my hell
Tried to fight, but soon had gave in
Reckless and young and my, my mom's calling
All along, all along
I guess, I'm meant, to be alone
Think I should hit decline
I'm numb faced while I'm thinking bout suicide
I'm on my way to heaven (Wherever you are, now)
Feels like things can't be covered until the day I'm above myself hovered
When will the fantasy end? (Yeah)
When will the heaven begin? (Yeah)