Vy - Anxiety [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Hook]
I can tell they looking at me different
I am the new kid on the block and they already judging
So I am maintaining this image, but I just wanna be me, oh oh
Girl I am dealing with anxiety
Girl I am dealing with anxiety
Girl I feel so anxious, so fuckin anxious, ya
So please, don’t leave, don’t leave, don’t leave...

[Bridge]
Time's slowing down again
I am going down again
Heart pounding loud it pains
I am about to go insane
I am losing my mind...
I am losing...

[Verse 1]
I am up one moment, I am down the next
I feel flamboyant, then I feel so vexxed
I feel so alone man, my mind's a mess
I guess I'm just manic depressed
Racing thoughts, I can barely keep up
Going in circles, disjointed, pieces
On the surface, still and speechless
Deep down, tormented by demons
Spaced out, palms are sweaty
Feels like she's out to get me
Heaven sent just to teach me
Paranoia constantly feeds me
My plate's full, I pull my hair out
Unpeaceful like there's much to fear about
I hurt myself looking for a way out
I should merk myself, maybe that's a way out...

[Bridge]
Time's slowing down again
I am going down again
Heart pounding loud it pains
I am about to go insane
I am losing my mind...
I am losing...

[Verse 2]
Episode after episode I am mentally drained
Let it go you know you can't keep living this way
Obsessive, compulsive, how do I explain?
Thoughts of her keeps flowing like waves
Til they crash into my skull, mentally dazed
Feel like bashing my skull, mentally crazed
Success and getting paid got me feeling slaved
Sleep when I am awake, step into work late
Boss is on my case, can't keep a job for couple days
Distorted reality, she keeps on fucking saying
Vy don't lie to me, stay the fuck away
I remember she claimed I was mentally insane
I was in denial, now I see I wasn't lied to
Nobody to run to, so I just keep hiding
Nobody understand you, noone to confide in
So I go through it alone, I am solo riding...

[Bridge]
Can't believe these thoughts I see…
They looking at me differently…
Paranoia got the best of me…
Girl I need you here with me…

[Hook]
I can tell they looking at me different
I am the new kid on the block and they already judging
So I am maintaining this image, but I just wanna be me, oh oh
Girl I am dealing with anxiety
Girl I am dealing with anxiety
Girl I feel so anxious, so fuckin anxious, ya
So please, don’t leave, don’t leave, don’t leave