Ya Boy Mass - Sobriety [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

(Intro)
Yeah

(verse)
I been sober for so long, my eyes are seeing differently
I travel this life looking for my missing piece
Is it you? Is it her? Is it him, or is it me?
Or am I the reason everyone is living a distant leap?
So I try to get re connected but the connection is breaking up
I'm doing good mama, your son is saving up
I'm doing good papa, your son is manning up
Anyone doubting you can get out of my fucking life
And if you ain't with my changes then I don't want to see your face again
This is real shit, it's been a while since I've played pretend
This is the new me, accepted or you ain't a friend
Moving to different states ever since I celebrated 10
My father made a man, my mother made a soldier
Too many expectations it's a lot of weight I'm holding
Nobody knows it but the hardest thing is staying sober
But I'll keep going, I'll keep pushing until this race is over
I'm chasing clovers, man I'm chasing luck
I've been saying it for years, when will I say enough?
I've been doing this shit for 6 years, ain't this long enough?
So why does hating and doubted thoughts keep on popping up?
What am I not enough? Not what you asked for?
Not what you dream about? Wish you could fast forward?
To the moment when you see us finally separated
You damn straight give me a chance and fucking right I'm not hesitating
I'll cut my throat and write your name with the blood
Until it seeps the concrete and leaves a stain in the mud
I love you, I truly do, could I say it enough?
But do you love me? Do you? you don't say it enough
And this is coming from the heart I ain't makin it up
And if you hating then fuck, get out my face with this stuff
Its amazing that some hate when someone pours they heart out
Thats why kids now a days are too scared to speak they heart out..
So they hang their hearts up…

(Outro)
Sobriety