Yoku Masaki - Insomnia [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

(verse 1)
Whiskey and some rum
Stuck inside my liver
Taboo marijuana
Conceded in my filter
Gun in my left hand
Razor in the other
Feeling like a stereotypical of a brother
Got myself inside this room
Fresh blood upon the walls
Never making much sense
But you don't get this shit at all
Married to the souls
That have emotionally past before me
You wonder why now my life is always of non certainty
I take that back
Got these listeners feeling jacked
Put this city upon my back
Suicidal feels is what I lack
Case you don't know how I act
More like anxiety attack
Switch that to panic exact
Anger inside is compact
But i know i made an impact
But this is not a pity party
Don't need no sympathy cause the pills do that for me hardly
Hard to see happiness when you already know my drama
But then again you wouldn't unless we had the same mama
Don't need to exit
Cause the entrance was blocked from me
The shit I write about is too scarce to put in diaries
So I guess I can't blog about it no more
Cause then I realized the feds will start knocking my door
But..

(Chorus)
The words that speak
Is beyond my true reach
So i feel i need to smoke and drink all day
Til the pain just goes away
Until the pain just goes away
And you that i never get no sleep
So I'm always speaking deep
So I’m gone keep this mind state
Til the day I’m in a grave
Until the day I’m in a grave

(verse 2)
Clean head upon me
Need none of that Rogaine
King upon the hills
But I don’t sell no fucking propane
Motion like the ocean
But I can't sing about Novocaine
Driving slow
But I’m all alone
In the exit lane
Let me clear these thoughts for a second
I'm paranoid
It's only those like me who can enter inside this void
Or maybe it's because I can't sleep I’m feeling this
A point in time you feel like you shouldn't even exist
It's only temporary cause then the next day
The happiness will fade the pain away
But until then
I’m gone still keep having these dark feelings
And fuck you if you feel like i have a better meaning
I still get people telling me i can't have theses emotions
Well if you feel that way then why don't you just take my poison
Cause if i don't do this shit that's written then who will
And you already know how i feel

(Chorus)
The words that speak
Is beyond my true reach
So i feel i need to smoke and drink all day
Til the pain just goes away
Until the pain just goes away
And you that i never get no sleep
So I'm always speaking deep
So I’m gone keep this mind state
Til the day I’m in a grave
Until the day I’m in a grave
(Spoken Words)

(Chorus)
The words that speak
Is beyond my true reach
So i feel i need to smoke and drink all day
Til the pain just goes away
Until the pain just goes away
And you that i never get no sleep
So I'm always speaking deep
So I’m gone keep this mind state
Til the day I’m in a grave
Until the day I’m in a grave