Young Fade - My Life(Fades Verse) [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 3-Fade]
This Be Fade

Days go by, and a few nights pass
I'm just sitting here wondering who's gonna be tonights ass
Spent tonights cash, smoked tonights grass
And i'll never slow down, I'm livin' tonight fast
Been low, rock bottom miles out ahead of me
And it's alot of friends that are pretty much dead to me
No stranger to sufferin', and I just picked up this gun again
2 seconds from squeezin' the trigger, but my finger it does't bend
Too much to live for and nothing else to die for
Take it anyway it comes because im a survivor
But im fresh out of hope I don't know how im still afloat
I'm deep out in this ocean and I ain't even got a boat!
But I do this on my own I dont need nobody, not one
Some people didn't get a decent life, I'm thankful I got one
But I did all this! this is all because of me!
And I paid blood, sweat, and tears, this didn't come for free