Your Nightmare, Wicked - In My Mind [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Quiet as it could ever be
Sitting here alone in misery
Depression has its grip on me
Filling my mind with anxiety
Blood pressure is on the rise
I feel as if im gonna die
Scared to even close my eyes
Before i say goodbye
But im tired and think ill give it a try
And slip on in to the night
And if i shall die before i wake
It won't be long before you fill my place
I know im replacable
But when thinking about that i lose control
My end is drawing near
And i wish that you were here
Instead you're out not even aware
And i know if you knew
You wouldn't even care
And knowing that is what brings me tears
Thinking you never did was always my fear
Come to think about it
I ain't going out yet
I ain't done with this bitch
Shes the one that this made the bed
And now shes gonna sleep in it
All of this was in my head
And in it a light was just lit
And it ain't time to dim it just yet