ZeroTheRapper - Thoughts In My NoteBook [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

I say look homie watch just what you step into
The professional wrecking crew
Flags waving red and blue
But they not repping America
Born on the block I say its building my character
Hey lil mama I didn’t mean to stare at'cha
But me not saying hey is building up to hysteria
Thought process of a lions gate picture
I say whats happiness whithout Mary-Kate sister
See ill wait wit'cha
To me your worth the time and the feelings
Tryna reach for the stars but im hitting ceilings
See these pessimistic thoughts seem like ammunition
And I feel like demise is my intuition
The fond memories with real close enemies
Repeat instrumentally
As I write melodies
That synchronize heavenly
Had a talk with Melanie
She told me tread carefully
Or break it off like celery
But I had to give a couple chances
Throwing out random questions hoping for some answers
And replies seem unsure
So once more im standing here asking what I’ve come for
Not really sure what path to take
Fight for the love or let it slowly pass away
And if I every got the chance to ask away
Id probably drop it all and run and ask today

We stopped talking for a minute
And now its all splendid
Its only the beginning tho
I opened up centerfold
Its crazy how I saw my self walking away
Then I took some time off and my thoughts went ablaze
Thinking about the last text I sent in a rage
And not really think what I was going to say
And we didn’t talk for a week or so
Then I got that long text like a week ago
And damn that apology really got to me
Now you say you wanna kick it like soccer teams
And honestly thought of that doesn’t bother me
I just really want to make the time quality
Like whats happiness without your smile
Marykates sister damn we haven’t spoke in a while
I take this picture of life looking broken and wild
And flip that bitch around with some hope and a smile