B Dynasty - My Will [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

INTRO:
I jus wanna let em know…
Let em see a lil bit of it
I can’t keep this in I dont know what else to do…
Here’s my will…Let’s get it

VERSE 1:
Ok now tell me what this will is what it does and how I feel it
Do you know how I feel it
Get it get it get it get it up up out of me you’ve awaken it here it comes to get win to smack that shameful grin rt up up of you
Hammering the beat that’s what I do
The dynasty of Martel replace the Charles with a letter B
Lemme check and see are they listening to me
Or do you like to look down on me
You got a hunchback from looking down on me what you from Indiana South Bend
Did I not mention that I got a chip that’s more like a dip you could say its salsa but still don’t applause me hold it for later
Now and later it comes back to haunt ya that you didn’t that you missed it
Yes im a lil different is that a problem?
Please say it is cuz I’ll solve it quick like it’s 5 minutes grits
I came to eat it hot yea im over spilling like a pot but this time it’s all on point not Behind my eyes all up in your face
I st-stu-stutter sometimes but I don’t know why
Wait I just had an euphony it’s because im over spilling I spu-sput-sputter
I can't believe I missed it
Lemme jump up on the track cho cho train im comin to hit ur brain with a message
Here’s my will
When I die read it aloud
So that’s everyday every morning no mourning for me when I leave cuz these things will be escaping me all of the pain
But for right now I spit this track out loud ive never been a one track mind that’s why the one hit wonders are for the other guys
I will myself everyday but then I see it’s not enough so I take it back and I rip it up
So I start over and put my focus back on God like adjusting lens I don’t care for a BENZ or BENTLEY id rather have this thing up in me spill up in this
Lemme get this out until I drop
I can't stop I won't stop all this heat im spittin it got me hot
So I do this like it’s my job but I sweat like it’s my workout
So that without a doubt you can see it’s his will to be done
I run and run but not from someone Im tryna win da race and
God will me there Be there for me when I drop cuz we know I will

VERSE 2:
Im willing to be done
But not to be done I wanna be ready
Ready set go lemme go off will myself to go on
Stay up all these nights just to make sure the flow is right and what I write is true
But lemme do what I do when I do what I do cuz what I do is try to spit truth
See that’s what I do when im in the booth
Yea Clark Kent he go into there then he come back out into Superman to save the world yea he invincible
Im the total opposite when I get up in the booth I show how flawed I am and I might not save no one but my Will is that you inherit this understand it that this God he made the sky and saved my life
Man right now im fed up I feel like no one’s listening to me I could shove this in your ear and you wouldn’t hear it
See you probably misunderstood that I may sound upset you should be a detective what you detectin that im mad at the world
That I wanna be heard
That im jus another pissed off rapper chasing after fame
Lemme set the stage for you
Umm yes im upset you can go ahead and get that but im not upset because im not famous
It’s cuz I feel like no one understands and I jus can't stand it I scream at the top of my lungs until they explode but no one knows
Cuz im all alone
Ive isolated myself
Im trying to wait it out tough it out but im out of gasoline
So how can I keep going
I think im burning all of the calories
Ill probably have no skin on me
Where am I going I don’t know
They asking me these things that I don’t wanna answer to
And to tell the truth I don’t want to answer them it’s like a constant dance with them
What we doing the hula-hoop
Going around in circles circles
I just wanta a rehearsal so I can know what’s goin on
I have a sneak preview
I pre- view my life ahead of me and I still can't see
Despite my fancy telescope thingy
Do I have no meaning?
Is my will will-less?
Maybe his name is lose it man I really hate losing and im bruising from trying and failing so when will I stop failing

VERSE 3:
I seem so apparent but yet yall still don’t see the half of me
Im really tired of having these
People worry and constantly be judging me
I feel like they assessing me
What am I a math paper I know I am a problem
Im complicated im calculated not even a calculator has the answer to me
Yall need to take that calculist to understand me and that would not even match
But I got a match to light the fuse blow up explode on the beat all over my canvas
I paint these pictures vividly Rembrandt on the beat
My mind you’ll see when it’s isolated in a single piece
Take one piece at a time like it’s cake
Digest it
See if you can stomach it
I know it bitter sometimes my rhymes dat pink icing that’s why I spit it out
Let it out but I still taste it it’s that taste I live with
So as I write I will this pen to pin point the reason for this written
It’s not really clear to me but I need glasses to see four eyes on me constantly
The trinity and me
And only us know who I really am