B Dynasty - Words I Never Said [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Verse: (B Dynasty)
Ok now let me be honest im tired of all the silence
Im a victim of it im also the offender
I’ve got things I’ve never said
But yet im mad that they don’t hear me see me clearly this pain in me
They tryna silence these thoughts well let me start off with my influence
Big bro you let this in me
The first time I heard rap was Lecrae Crossover
You got me hooked
You started writing and recording and composing and free styling
And I adored it all
All of it
Mr. Young Prince and Yellow
But you made some bad decisions and I ain’t judging
But I’m missing you
I don’t believe I ever told ya how much I actually gleaned from you I once said I wanna be like you
You said no be you
Boy ain’t that the truth
But now im telling you the same
Don’t be them just be you
Your sons need you to
I hope it ain’t too late for me to say this
I regret it that I never spoke these words never said it
But I’m writing them down so they can be read
And as I think these things they weigh me down
But don’t turn me down don’t muzzle me cuz I’m tryna be the cause you see

Verse 2: (B Dynasty)
I watch the problem I’m not the fix but I need to fix and not fixate
On myself and live inside my bubble
Actin like there ain’t no trouble
The trouble’s right outside my door
Ah! You want some more
Well lemme say this they worried bout the kids overdosing and being alcoholics
Well the problem’s that we promote it
They popping pills and they shooting up they lighting up and then their life is up
That’s not enough lives gone homes torn
Oh?
But the pain is gone when ya smoking?
Well ya must be joking ya get a little high
Just to get more depressed
Shorter rest shorter breath when ya walking up the steps
Life’s a challenge and yea I would do the same stuff if I ain’t have God
Ya feeling weighed down ya feeling stressed
I got an eternal cure it ain’t a drug it’s Jesus Christ
Oh but that’s not good enough