Bayonet - Harsh [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Her lashes stuck
With palm prints to my face
I never wanted to be
What I always hate
A new scent
From old regrets
Like the backhand
From my father's glance

And I'm crucified
If I believed
The cross meant anything
Oh heaven sent him?
Well I forgot him
It didn't help my mother pay the rent
And in the view of 'Perfect Town'
I was the bastard with a broken crown

I'm just trying to figure out
Why I did this. (Why I did this)
Believe me (Believe me)
You need me
Cause I'm fucked up
And I'm just trying to figure out
Why I'm so in love with doubt
Why am I so afraid?

What is it that keeps me up at night?
What is it that keeps me up at night?

The passion the feel
The tear in the seal
The lies and the lies
And the lies that I tell

Why did I do this?
Why oh why oh why?
And how can I fix this
How could how could I?
And I'm just trying to figure out
Why I'm so in love with doubt
Why am I so afraid of myself?

What is it that keeps me up at night?
What is it that keeps me up at night?

The passion the fail
The blood in the sail
The lies and the lies
And the lies that I tell

I'm still so afraid
(Give me!)
Of the life I'd like to live
(A reason to go on!)
I'm still so afraid
(Give me!)
Of the life I'd like to live
(A reason to go on!)

Give me a reason to go on alone
I'm still afraid

And all I ever wanted was to not feel alone
All I ever wanted was to find my way home
All I ever wanted was to not feel alone
But that's exactly what I got
Cause that's exactly what I'm owed