BLACK "E" - Suicide (Letting Go) [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Verse 1
I never wanted this
what I wanted was bliss
I examined the costs
and prepared to jump ship
But there's two sides to a coin
wasn't ready for the flip
Now I'm floating all alone
while you're off on your trip
No rest for the weary
I admit it, I'm tired
My fight's all gone
I regret it transpired
Was it all a waste?
was there a shred of truth?
I'm resigned to the fact
it was just me, there was no "me and you"
Maybe you're a liar or maybe I'm a fool
what the fuck does it matter
I'm done with playing cool
I've got to air it out
get this shit off of my chest
As much as I fucking hate you
I wish your ass the best

Verse 2
My embers burn cold
in the depths of my soul
My mind stays racing
on the lies I've been told
Now my heart's unfettered
my obsession is erased
But unlike me to you
you're not easy to replace
So I'll wall myself in
feign interest in your shit
Deepening my anger
considering what I risked
So I'll speak with no emotion
detach and push away
This hurt will not evolve
despite what you say
It's here with me forever
I can only speak the truth
You burned me to the core
you're evil to your roots
You're obsession to obsolescence
you did this quite with ease
All those lies that you promised
what a clever screen
I no longer believe
what you presented from the start
During that whole fucking cycle
you just played a part
Like I said, I'm fucking tired
what's the point of holding hope
But, I've got to find my strength
so this is how I'll cope

Verse 3
Instead of pining on the past
and the future that I lost
I'll focus on this message
as I gaze upon the stars
Look to the horizon
for your future is bright
Fill your heart with grace
though you may have lost this fight
Cherish your past and lessons learned
accept what is and forgive the spurn
Submit to fate and wish them well
for she may once more smile upon you
Only time will tell