C.C.Munster - Bleak [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]
Nightmares, with exceptional scares
And everytime they come around it's like a game „Truth or Dare“
And then I wake up sweating, see the point I'm heading
And my eyes are jetting, wish I could forget it
But my soul regrets it, for I don't walk alone
Everywhere I go it seems like theres flying stones
And I don't really know if my mind made them up
Because my head is crashing like the mood in a pub
And it is just beginning
When I see the world everything starts spinning
This voice in my head telling me I'm worthless
I don't even feel the need to stop it, curse this


[Chorus 1]
Sunlight turns turns to moonlight
I still feel bleak
Staring into nightskies
Can't I disappear?


[Verse 2]
No, you don't understand
You have to experience to see where I stand
Selfawareness is the humans greatest gift
But it can make a nice man feel like this
The realisation that I am not a snowflake
What I thought was real has all become fake
Am I really real? How the hell do I know?
When I can't even touch anyone that I know
On an atomical level, yes, we all never touched
And I can't prove anything, my head feels crushed
And I was gonna sugarcoat my thoughts and all
But screw this, this issue just isn't small
It keeps me awake at night
I see fears where I see a glimpse of light
And then I cry in my pillow, until I run dry
Where I sleep and return to my nightmare-nights


[Chorus 2]
Sunlight turns turns to moonlight
I still feel bleak
Staring into nightskies
Can't I disappear?


[Bridge]
Today is the shadow of tomorrow
But when I consider that the future isn't really fixed yet
This moment right now is already the past
And I don't want to live in the past
But I can't live in the future
And everything I feel happened like 10 milliseconds ago
Which means my thoughts are already the past
And this destroys me
Imma disappear now