Cozjin - Pilot [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1: Cozjin]

..and I'm going like
Tired of these never ending nights
I'm tired of never knowing what is right
But I've been going out
And I've been doing right
And I'm trying to be the better man
When things ain't go my way
What's radio without Sway
What's some food without an amen
I'm trying to make it further with my set, my team
But I'm tired of people trying to reconvene
Like they all believed the dream
Like they were here since 14
Been working so hard
That I'm sacrificing sleep
My boys trying to eat
So I'm sending food their way
I'm still depressed, my mom's trying to move us out the state
Fuck moving, see what I'm doing? What I'm pursuing?
What's left to say?
I'm living in H-Town, but reppin' the blue jay
City's got no major team, so it's only right
But shout out them Ticats a Grey Cup is in sight

[Pre-Hook: Cozjin]
I'm working hard through them nights
They say I got it, I am nothing like them
Never change, might just end up like them
Remain the same, even when you're stunt-in
Not sure what you want now? Tough time, where you going now?
Oh, nobody around, you wanna call now?
Too late, you banal now

I'm not even sure what you want
I can't help you anymore
Things really changed around here
They'll never be like before
We'll never be like before
No matter what you claim for the worst I changed
Just know
I tried in the end, and you're the only one that I blame...

[Hook: SEXTAPE]
I feel the slight slip in
Catch myself from slipping and I'm
Alright
Better than I've been before
I caught a break again so fuck a fakin' friend
Get more shit than you were asking for
I guess that's life though

[Verse 2: Cozjin]
Dropped out of school
So that I could pursue, this idiotic dream
I know a lot believed I couldn't do
Just doing what I know I can
Writing raps during school, instead of studying for exams
At least, you never had to worry 'bout me
A good kid, I never paid attention to the streets
Home alone, Big L's Big Picture on repeat
I stayed in, but still managed to get some piece
House troubles, always have to deal with the police
Adam told me he's worried that one day I'm gon' leave
Cause I'm quick to cut a person off but please, please believe
Brother, you'll be there for whatever I achieve
I be trying, I would be lying if I said this shit came with ease
A fantasy so costly, dropped 2,600 on some beats
Money's the con
But that's just how the business goes
You put up the dollars so that you can work with the pros

[Hook: SEXTAPE]