Cozjin - Tacenda [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1: Cozjin]
I'm getting
Greater and I know it's hard for them to see
I'm changing not even close to who I used to be
Father left young but still believed in me
Trusted myself so I rejected work near the beach
Mother always working
Father never there
Brother lived on the streets, why ain't my sister here?
Childhood thoughts, but I just didn't know
I became so accustomed to being alone
Spent months in the crib
Talks over the phone
Only a short call, man, I gotta get going
In a mind of my own, my friends feel I'm dissing
Cause I'm not going out, I'm staying home
Rough times, but it made me who I am
Relied on nobody, had to my make myself a man
Had a talk with this girl with the new tan
Told her I rap
I could sense the pity
Before even hearing me spit, she told me to stop
"No Hamilton boy will ever make it out the city"
But I got work, don't you put me down
I ain't getting passed on like every rapper from my town
And I understand why they all falling down
Cause mocking played out styles ain't worth passing around

[Hook: JMSN]
There's something there inside me and it won't go away
It won't go away
Said there's something there inside me and it won't go away
It won't go away

[Verse 2: Cozjin]
My heads so gone, man I can't steer
I'm trying to get myself together though I do fear
I need to fix my sight
I can't see clear
I can't see through you anymore
And my visions so blurred it ain't like before
I need to get up off the road
I need to get going
I need to get home
I need to get out of here, I gotta leave, I gotta go
Shit's way worse now
My fam wishes me the best, but I can see
They ain't proud
Got me feeling like I let 'em down
Cause while I'm focused on this
They say I should be done college now
True, but this is really what I wanna do
I'm putting up heavy dollars but I'm getting through
And if it don't work it's whatever
I'm doing what I fucking love, ya'll wouldn't understand
And I'm gaining heavy weight, putting up heavy time
Maxing credit cards just to stay in line
Hectic work, but fuck, I just wanna rhyme
And I'm passing my old friends who copped the white line
The same ones who's parents ain't give 'em time
But mines stressing me out like I'm wasting mine
I got so much on my mind, convinced I've wasted my time
Stop, I'll be fine
Man, I'll be fine
She's spilling all, she's spending all, no

[Hook: JMSN]

[Interlude: Dan Walton]
And I'm standing here, with my feet in the dirt
I'm getting no where
See there's one thing that I need
It's just a simple change of scenery
And this place is getting old
Soon enough, you'll see it too
You'll see it too