Elemental Zazen - Hello Goodbye Never [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Verse 1:
Time slips through my hands
I try my best to cling tight to the memories
For as long as I can
But getting sick and losing part of who I am
Was never part of the plan
I can take it like a man, And
They say I gotta stand
Keep my head out of the clouds and my feet on the land
Made a demand on the day it began
Buried deep in the sand in the place fate commands
It can't take it away when I have a missed chance
Look her right in the eye ask to have this dance
Life turns death and it's a tragic romance
An attic without fans knowledge and madness frozen entranced
Starts to change and it's strange to observe it
Certain that it's my fault and I deserve it
I'm nervous, trying to write a verse with another purpose
But it seeps beneath the surface
Goodbye never
Written within a letter
The reasons I don't care about the rest whatsoever
It's for the better
Inevitable it would sever
Take me away in the wind like a feather forget forever
Remember how I met her
She could be everything I wanted
And I'd do anything to be together
Now it seems all that I do is upset her
She talks about walking away, I say I'll never let her
So I try to think of something that would make it better
She's has a hard time believing what I said to her
How I feel is impossible for words to measure
And I might never accurately express to her

CHORUS:
Stab me in the back and I'll stab right back
Stab me in the heart and we'll never be apart
Cut through all my insecurities
Perform surgery on my circuitry and murder me most certainly
Behind the curtain I'm rehearsing
Coercing all the curses I preserve, I think that I deserve to be
It's all a blur to me done purposely
Part of the plan and I understand perfectly

Verse 2:
It's a cold world
And I'm a slave to it's masochism
Imprisoned
Don't know if I can be forgiven
I'd rather give in
Find a hiding place to live in
Do whatever it takes just to fit in
With the precision of a prism
I know that there's a chance to be arisen
Even after everything is finished
If what matters has gone missing
I'll be flattered that you ever listened
Forever shattered that it's diminished
Spoken in broken english
A simple token
A gesture that we would never splinter
From promises infinite
Now the window's tinted
And I can't see what's hidden underneath the sheets
A song and I'm not brave enough to sing it
We've sprinted marathons, carried on
Now we stand and stare upon the scary air and dare
To fly when there's nowhere to land upon
And it's gone
Everything we planned upon
Holding it close with these phantom arms
I''ll keep you safe from harm
There's no place to run
And no reason to be alarmed
When seasons change just stay calm
I'll breathe with you where you belong
And it can't be wrong
So stand tall through the storm
Look at the sky and embrace the warmth
Face the dawn when it takes whatever form
I'll breath with you, never withdrawn
And it can't be wrong