Hunter Kozak - My Best Friend [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

I don't care whether you listen or not
Just need to say it
I feel like I'm a lid on a pot
But can't contain it
Now it's spraying out the edge
These fluid thoughts
Will be the death of me
The recipe is just you a lot
Man, I've made a mess of things
I guess it seems I said some things
You misinterpreted
But now you've gained a bunch
Of traits of what a missin' person is
I gave my heart to a jilt
You said we're startin' to wilt
And now the only place I'll see you's on a carton of milk
This is garbage and filth. I can't just talk to your face?
And ask you how you're doing though I know that you're great
Without me, but I'm not even okay without you

I should not have placed my happiness on someone else's life
That was a bitter mistake, and I'm sorry you're right
But can I hear your voice again, vocalized in your throat
Instead of hearing it inside me from the lies of a ghost?
I'm trying to float, just let me gaze in your eyes
Let me speak to you a minute. Let me say my goodbyes
Because listen, I'm not wishin to kiss you again;
Just reminiscing and missing and feeling distant from my best friend

You learned from me, and perfectly you understood the worst in me
And surgically, you searched in me
The burns in me, the third degrees
And certainly, imperfectly
I gave you my all
But you didn't have the courtesy
To give me a call
You just sent me a text
And you begged me not to beg "no"
But did you really expect it to be easy for me to let go?
And from the get-go
I thought that it was workin'
I guess we're all mistaken
I thought that it was perfect
Not a single altercation
Not a single small abrasion
Just unneeded consternation
When you leave without a reason
Or a peaceful conversation
I'm not mad, just disappointed
And upset to say the least
I badly feel disjointed
So I'm begging you please

I'm treading in seas made out of rain from the skies
I drown in something I love, so let me say my goodbyes
Because listen, I'm not wishing to kiss you again;
Just reminiscing and missing and feeling distant from my best friend

I care whether you listen or not
Need you to hear it
Because lately I've been missing a lot
Your old appearance
I think of every feature that composed your coalescence
Like your curly brown hair
With scent that overflowed my senses
Your dorky puns, the corny ones
That cracked me up for hours
The energy you sent to me
When badly underpowered
But I'm crashing somewhere downward
When you can't just cut me slack
You pretend I don't exist
As if you've never loved me back
And if this pain is part of life
I guess that I don't want to live
Because ain't it hard to like yourself
When no one else is?

And I should not have placed my sanity on someone else's life
That was a bitter mistake, and I'm sorry you're right
But can I hear your voice again, vocalized in your throat
Instead of hearing it inside me from the lies of a ghost?
And I'm trying to float, just let me gaze in your eyes
Let me speak to you a minute. Let me say my goodbyes
Because listen, I'm not wishing to kiss you again;
Just reminiscing and missing and feeling distant from my best friend

So just remember the best:
Every letter and text
Every laugh we had together;
You can sever the rest
And I've never been blessed
So much to have you in my life
And whenever you check
And trust me back into your life
Come by

Because listen, I'm not wishing to kiss you again;
Just reminiscing and missing and feeling distant from my best friend