Jjay - Pink Matter (Remix) [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

I got this sorta pain but the pain don't hurt
What to do when all this novacane don't work?
All you had to do was contain those flirts
Man I never want to see those tears stain yo shirt
Lifeless, breathless, you leave a brother restless
Look at what you've done, look how I'm so reckless
Look what you begun, how do I protest this
Look what I've become, I'm all up on some next ish
Uhh, the lights dim low
Take it to the face and make the time move slow
What I feel I don't know how to define this though, so
Don't ask question cause I don't know
Yo, I really really wanna go far
Wanna go far till I meet the stars
But that ain't far enough because you still be on my mind, every single time, that I remind my mind that I've been blinded by a lie like you
How could you fake, something so true?
I always thought fate, brought me to you
Was a mistake, something I won't do
Again
You know that you gotta first lose, to win
I built up some trust but that you just shattered
But I messed up, I thought I was in love
But really what I loved was all that pink matter