Kris James - Malevolence [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]
My fucking life sucks
That's first on the agenda
Felt like I had worse luck than Brenda
And to be honest I can't even remember
The last time I felt happiness or splendor
It's kinda more like Splenda
Fake in every single facet
It was all my fault couldn't even try to mask it
Failure constantly stared into my face
All my fears all my flaws
Were pretty much the cause
It started 9 years ago
At that corner store
Where I got robbed at and shot at
By the same gang that jumped me many times before this
Really abhor this
Can't take much more of this
Trying to run up out the hood faster than Portis
Cause they ran the hood no matter how much others tried ignoring it
They were the type that killed out of boredom
And for fun stuffed bodies in storages
I was a first-hand witness, saw bodies of friends and neighbors
Classmates, co-workers, and a bunch of strangers
Probably showed us to keep us in check
Keep us mental wrecks like no other
But then those fucks decided to rob and shoot my baby brother
In front of the church
When I heard about it, it hurt
Made me wanna put some action in my hands and merk
Bloody vengeance is the thought that came first
So I saved enough to get a magnum
Filled with intentions to straight up bag 'em and tag 'em
So to their house I made it
Parked in front and waited
I should've just evaded
But I was bloodthirsty and the lust had to be sated
Tired of waiting, growing impatience made me cave in
So I got up out my car and approached
Walking bolder than a motherfucker to their front porch
Looked inside the window wondering where they- [GUNSHOTS]

[Verse 2]
Shit, another life lost in this struggle
But I'm in front of my fam I can't afford to buckle
All I do is chuckle
At this ugly motherfucker who was dumb as shit
To think he could run shit
Must've been on some shit
But because of him I'm finally done with this canonizing
Now my ego's as big as canyon sizes
The feeling's just tantalizing
To take a life I really can't describe it
And why would I, I live this life while you're just there fantasizing
And now that it's all done we got our eyes on bigger prizes
Like that other pussy gang that we been steadily eyeing
You know me a sociopath that's down for riding
Cause my enemies have no chance when it comes to hiding
So we exit the trap
With 2 in the front, 5 in the back
And make sure the odds are stacked
In our favor
I see some of my brothers start to waver
I know the cure for that
Free their mind with the mac
Dump the hesitant and go on with the mission like some fearless angels
Shoot up all them bitches crying for their saviors
“Take no prisoners”, That's always been my motto
Cause every time I take a life it's like I won the lotto
While I was shooting one of them told me to stop
Then he flashed me a badge, an undercover cop
But I remember that day
When he killed Uncle Ray
Was not forgotten
So I shot him
Let that fucker rot
Head to the back more necks snap
Finally make it to the leader
I couldn't believe it either
This dude's scared and pissing in his sneakers
Like on The First 48, waiting for his fate
Really hate those kinds of cats
[GUNSHOTS] The end of that
Leave the scene and ride, another job well done
This shit's always too fun
When you make parent-less daughters and sons
Ain't my fault your folks in the way of making these funds
I bide my time until I'm the de facto number one
But until the day Satan takes me I'mma love this life...