Kulprit D - Anhedonia & A Tennessee Dawn [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Some times you just gotta look back and wonder what you did wrong
Why you did it. Wish you would've carpe diemed a bit more
Or, if there was a sale on jeans, carpe denimed. Just playing. But not really

[Verse One]
You really don't know where you are 'til you past that point
I am passing all my classes while my homies pass a joint
They're telling me my sober status really disappoints
Well, you can smoke that loud. But, I'mma be making noise
Cause I'm drunk on life, I'm high on love
I OD on symphonies, I just can't get enough
The brand new me is a monster running off at the mouth
Still that little boy's inside of me in that yellow house
Yeah, he grew up and fought hard and played games in his backyard
Had a first date and a guitar, made everything a stage. Now he hits hard
I make music that provokes thoughts, music for making love or flicking off cops
Music for stoners and those who don't smoke pot
Ignorant ones don't like it. Yeah, I get that a lot
Think the honky don't need a mic? Well, fine then
They would see why I hold it if they only knew where I've been
I'm tryna let you get to know
A little more about me with the flow
I'm genuine, this ain't a show
But have a seat anyway. You can watch me go
I'm a genius who's been through hell
So I have a lot to say and I say it well
I'm tired of relying on the wishing well
I'm about to make a change so wish me well

[Hook]
Anhedonia and a Tennessee dawn
Used to spend too much time dwelling on what was wrong
Not focusing on how to move on
Burn your bridges now pretty soon I might be gone
Anhedonia and a Tennessee dawn
Used to spend too much time dwelling on what was wrong
Not focusing on how to move on
Burn your bridges now pretty soon I will be gone

[Verse Two]
And they tell me not go in
If only they could see the notebooks that I wrote in
After some reading and little decoding
They'd cry and be surprised that my heart's not frozen
Yeah I wish I would've done some things and took some things back
Didn't realize these times would be just a flash
And where they really smiles if they were only masks?
But what is a present spent dwelling on the past?
For now I just joyride with my feet up on the dash
Got a dozen fans or so and a wallet with some cash
Have a life moving forward. I'm not looking back
Even when I do, I don't cry, I just hang my head and laugh
Smell the bonfire in the night air
Point to a Vibe cover and say "I should be right there"
But still they choose the ones that don't care or aren't good
They tell me, "You should be famous." I'm like "Duh, hello. I should"
I'd still love too deep. I'd still like stuff cheap
But I still do in one day what most people don't do in weeks
I'm a genius who's been through hell
So I have a lot to say and I say it well
I'm tired of relying on the wishing well
I'm gonna make the change so wish me well
And it was

[Hook]

Rest in peace the old me. Shouts out to anyone that loves me