Kulprit D - WhoIAmI [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse One]
My heart’s good. I’m soft-spoken like a cat’s meow
Reactions bad. Pessimistic and I rap loud
No one threatens me. Still feel like I can’t back down
I Write songs with ‘N Sync in the background
Make fun of the labels. Still want a record deal
I will never change. But I question my appeal
Don’t do drugs never have never will
Once wondered how an OD would feel. But can I do that with diet pills?
Hated how I looked so I starved myself to death
Wouldn’t eat for days you could smell it my breath
Finally did. Food makes me sick
Hell. So does starting to see my own ribs
Search for praise. When’s it’s givin’ I reject it
Ask for commitment when’s givin’ it gets questioned
Worry too much about my first impression
Are people really invested? My whole life is second guessing

[Hook]
I know exactly where I stand
You probably don’t give a damn
I always got a plan for not having a plan
But at least ya’ll know Who I am. (am I?) (x2)

[Verse Two]
It’s true I hate myself, yes
Funny how this version of me is the one I like best
But I cannot deny that I’m one of the best
It’s true. I’m in a place where my heart feels rest
Cause used to I’d think without a girl my world would fall apart
I couldn’t look em in the eye but I could see into their hearts
And then the ridicule would start
Grab their picture and a board and start throwin’ darts
Cause I have walls built all around me. But everyone’s within them
So what’s the point in having them if I can’t even defend ‘em
Push everyone out and in the process offend them
Pretend it’s okay. Then get sick of pretendin
Stay in seclusion then get lonely for attention
I really don’t care. But what is your opinion?
Know God’s there but question why I’m forgiven
Maybe I’ll find out why as I rediscover religion

(Hook)