Kulprit D - Damaged [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Hook: Noel]
I been screwed up for so long
Still always do my best to try to prove them wrong
They say walk tall but I can barely stand
It gets so old, man, I hate being damaged

[Verse One]
Know there's a heaven I probably ain't going to it
Know there's a hell, I already been through it
Constantly moving, out-smarting a father abusing a little blonde
Boy who dreamed of doing his music
My madulla was screwed up at a very young age
Self-loathe at five because of kidnaps and rape
I felt like an animal. Let's put me in a cage
So I can write bars behind these bars about my guilt and my rage
Maybe if it hadn't happened, I'd be somewhat ok
Maybe my personality would be more than just bad traits
Maybe I would look at life in an optimistic way
Maybe Kristyn would have stayed, and maybe I would not be frayed
And maybe not be so afraid of being played and thrown away
The sky's the limit, but it's gray
So what's the point in another day?
But let's turn another page, run another maze
And still go nowhere. Life's a circus, but it's no fair

[Hook]
(Damaged x8)

[Verse Two]
I could go on for several hours 'bout how I always look for answers
Every minute of my life, I long for having second chances
Show me a rapper who's as messed up as me
The only way to is with a mirror. That I can guarantee
I talk to myself and say, "Who do you want to be?"
I want to be someone that every body won't leave
Someone who is loved, who does good and causes wow's
Pretty much anything that I'm not right now
So grab that belt instead of clearing out your throat
Not sure if these are lyrics or a suicide note
Either way, it's dope. Make your head bob like Saget
Kulprit are you straight? Yes, if you mean my jacket
Stop with all the racket, all these voices in my brain
Accumulated nineteen years of torture and pain
But once I get on top, ain't s**t gonna be the same
Making all these clouds, I'm just waiting for my reign

[Hook]

[Outro: Noel]
Man I hate being damaged
You don;t even know what I been through
Make it all go away. Make it all go away