Kulprit D - S.u.i.c.i.d.e. [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Chorus]
Ah, man, I hate this town. Oh, and I hate the weather
I really hate breathing. It all just keeps me tethered
I think if I take my life, it'll make everybody's better
Even if I choose to live, I'll still be dead forever

[Verse One]
Got fired, got dumped. Shame him, but can you blame her?
Momma's really sick. "You're music's good." But my pain's worse
The wrong things came first. Don't wanna give ya'll another lame verse
I'd rather blow out my brains first. Every visionary's had the same curse
So let me feel them veins burst from that cyanide. Or I'll find the tracks
And park my car right on 'em and wait the impact. Just stay back
Or click, clack, aim, fire. I'm sorry about the mess
I've lost all desire. My soul is not at rest
Used to aim for marquees now it's the obituary
Maybe I'll harm me, yall'd be happy if you bitches could bury
Me. Follow my note after I've died
I may have given up. Just know I always tried

[Chorus]

[Verse Two]
There's too much going on. Too many things going wrong
I used to be going strong .I'm just ready to go. So long
You ask me what I feel inside. Truth is, I don't
I'd promised you I'd stay. Truth is I won't
I mean I am who I am. I mean really who would give a damn?
Just a screwed-up excuse for a man. I kinda have a plan
It's like tie, loop, synch, kick that chair from under me
I'd ask you all to pray that God forgives me
Use to have pure bliss, no I want that casket base
It's only appropriate since I'm a backwards basket case
At my funeral, no one cry
I may have given up. Just know I always tried

[Chorus]