Lucas Bain - Dear Diary [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Dear diary, i've got a lot in store for you
Keeping you informed with all the shit that i'm going through
I'm callin names out, i ain't holdin nothin in
Blame my pen; if they don't agree; that fuckin sucks for them
My ex rebecca, that no one seems to care about
They always talk shit, man I'm fucking flippin out
Thats my ex girl, only I can shit talk her
Next bitch to talk shit, i swear im blockin her
Next is chandler, fuck; i'm really mad at you
Why would you lie, blowin any trust i had in you
When I was pulling down the wall; you went and fucked it up
Messed it up, we stopped communicating cause I had enough
You'd starting assuming shit, actin like a crazy syko
You and kaylie both, are a fucking drama cycle
I've got very few friends, but yet I'm fine with it
I've been lonely since the start, cause I can't commit

I'm sick of long hot days, with an empty stomach
We've got air conditioning; but can't afford to run it
My family ain't seen the grocery store in 6 weeks
Eatin dollar burgers every night got me feeling weak
I'm eating one meal, once a day at 6 oclock
After dad returns from work, countin tips from jobs
My parents cigarette addiction, doesnt help at all
1 month behind in rent, in a deeper hole we fall
Things getting turned off, im growing used to it
I'd rather end my life, then deal with this stupid shit
Im always luckin out, its never going right for me
I don't get paid for this shit, i fucking rap for free
Its my therapy, the only one who cares for me
Ain't scared to see, or judge the crazy pain i've got inside of me
Raps for me, and i ain't lookin for a better route
Express myself; safer way to go and get my anger out