Lucas Bain - Those Days [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

I seen her from across the room, damn she was a perfect boo
I met her, said whats up, and then i asked for her number too
She wrote it down on napkin, and she ask me for a favor
I'm a little busy now, can you hit my text up later
I said alright; what am I supposed to say?
When every girl i ever talk to, seems to push away
I texted her, and we met up at a coffee house
After 5th date, I had the guts to go and ask her out
She replied with yes, now we're a happy couple
Causing trouble, holding hands, and my feelings doubled
I was feeling loved, and i was lovin life
We'd hang out everyday, watching movies through the night
One night in her car, was cleanin out her backseat
I came across a note, entitled 'Hoping Death Will Catch Me'
I began to think, is help what she really needs?
I know I shouldn't have, but I began to read

I was really worried, so I confronted her
I knew she had it rough, bullies makin fun of her
I asked what was wrong, and she began to answer
She said her mothers dying, diagnosed wit cancer
So she'd hurt herself, to take the pain away
That explained all the sweaters, on these summer days
I knew it'd be okay, cause I believed in faith
Was with her everyday, until I overstayed
Stress was buildin up, and we began to fight
I treat you well but yet you claim I never do you right
Babe, I love you; why dont you understand
I'm always there for you, I always give you all I can
She hit me in the face, I guess I got her mad
She is the love of my life, i guess enough shes had
I never want her gone, always in my life
I got a pen and paper, and I began to write


She hit me up on text, and said i got some news
I think I found someone else; im breaking up with you
I mighta cheated, i mighta kissed this other dude
Ended with 'im sorry for what ive put you through'
I was in love with her, and it broke my heart
I never thought I'd see the day where we would split apart
Times were rough, got mad and smashed my cell
Hit my head against the wall, tryna hurt myself
If she dont want me, then why would someone else
I was in need of therapy, or one to help me out
I was thinking stuff, I never thought I would
Contemplating suicide, right now I think I could
So I wrote a note, grabbed the noose from out the closet
Filled my pockets with memories, pictures in a locket
Called her voicemail up and i left a message
I said without you im nothing, then I jumped and neck'd it