Mr. Vegas Rap - Forgiveness [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]
Well there may not be no motherfucking heaven or hell
But you are resting in the presence of the devil himself
Still ima pretty good guy till you treat me wrong
Then i think you should die and the beef be on
I got a couple hundred things thats on my mind but i just keep on fuckin grindin
Climbin, gotta keep up with the climate
Got me trancing for days
In the land of the fakes
I dont plan to escape
Give em cancer and hate
Ill be damned if i waste
Another moment roaming fuck im stuck im standing in place
What advance do i make with this chance that i take?
I dont know
Just hear me out
I show love to the ones that i care about
And the ones who was here with me, cleared the drought
When i was feelin down and filled with fear and doubt
And now i speak the thoughts that we dont often hear about
And i keep chasing my dream
No matter how long it gon take to achive
8 long years ive got hate from peers
Got my homie B. Lay on replay
We make these waves
Initiate the street gangs
Every time i spit a rhyme
Im tryna get ahead of time
Cause life is short
Im fighting for
N-nothin but this writing sport
That i support
And i am bored
So this ain't even trying
I ain't 'posted to forgive
Im just hoping this kids
Bitch posted a diss
So they can take another motherfuckin blow to the ribs
Im ready to die right over this shit
Bruh guns be the way that WE like to resolve shit
And were one squeeze away from some biggie and pac shit
But if one of my men dies then im taking 25 men
Cause thats what one of us is equal to
Were super freaking people dude
Ultimatum took a fuckin bat to the head, now they all gettin fucked
But the one who planned it sat in his bed so he wouldn't get touched
Hes a pussy punk bitch by the name of ark
And i will shoot him in the ribs with a flaming dart
This faggot claims hes hard
And now his team starts turnin on him, play your cards
Oh you wanna compare shit?
Well rapping is a passion and i hope youre prepared bitch
I made a couple thou
Raised my empire higher
Grew a crew up out the ground
And youve made nothing, so you remain nothing
And fucking stay bluffin
What you know about addiction
Powder sniffin, suicide or how im living?
Losing ties when at a prison?
Ya dudes'll die and now ya miss em
And you ignore the fact i almost died
I lived to watch you burn alive
Cause now it is your turn to die
This isnt like a normal beef so what the fuck will fighting prove
Lemme just enlighten you
Maybe you could beat me up
And maybe i could eat your guts
But niether means this beef is done
And matta fact this battle rappin
Doesnt give me satisfaction
Blood is itchy, howd it happen
Drugs thats in me had an action
And i can never leave it be
So we just gon' keep beefin b
Until i find some peace in me
And rest again so peacefully