Mr. Vegas Rap - Intro [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]
So i promise through my songs
One day imma prove em wrong
Trust me, i would shoot em all
But what we gotta prove to yall
Before my fuckin crew is gone?
Nuthin, i could take a life
Not thinking twice or blinking eyes
Despite just what you think I'm like
I'm actually tryna make it right
But my past is hauntin me
Nobody would wanna be like me because the drama b
And all the things im drawn to see;
The reasons why my arms'll bleed
Happiness is hard to seize
A part of me, it starts to freeze
When thinking about our disease
Stressin bout how cursed we are
But blessed wit all these words and thoughts
I thought u fuckin heard me dawg
Yall can talk and curse and bark
But words'll never hurt me naw
Keep attackin me with actions
V will never leave this rappin
Till he sleeps beneath the grass
Dont need a mattress
Peep the math bitch
My lifes 23; no fractions
Something fuckin needs to happen
Why am i gon lead the pack if
All that i can see is blackness
I feel like im leapin backwards
Mad that i can't sleep with sadness
Lost connections keep us lagging
Squash my dreams and reach for saturn
Faggot dont you see the pattern?
If my enemies are there i swear im fucking leaping at em
Then you best believe ill stab em, wrap em in a piece of plastic
They gon take a week to track em
And identify the body
All my men are kinda cocky
Penmanship is kinda sloppy
Write so you can't try and copy
Starting brawls inside the lobby
Yo
Gimme a minute to think of a rhyme
Heart is not swimming, im sinking inside
Life could be gone in the blink of an eye
And ive had it my ass on the brink of a riot
Why are you faggots still thinkin im lyin
High in the booth while im inking these lines
Signed to a group with a king and a lion
Still i can't deal with the things on my mind
Newer day, a newer problem
Stupid ways I choose to solve em
Glad I'm not in school, I got away cause I was losing options
Truly felt abused and nauseous
Y'all's should see shit through my optics
Then you can conclude that I'm sick
Yeah
I may be an asshole that's cold
But look at my past though
I'm a product of what I had gotten as a young man
Fuck it now I'm done playin
Stuck with only one plan
Yup, im bout them guns sprayin
But i ain't never hurt nobody that had never hurt me
Feedin off this this fuckin beef, for me its like some bird seed
Said in vegas nation that the way we live is earthly
But face it, all this hatred makes it harder to disperse peace
Still I gotta love it cuz it brings a better verse
Keep spittin bout the same shit but it gon hit and murk beats
Me tryna propose a toast resulted in a burnt piece
Someone stole my slice of cake so I became a word theif
Society disgusts me man I swear it really irks me
That some of y'all know strains of weed but can't say what a verb means
Smarten up and make a difference especially if it's through a beat
A lot of y'all are ignorant there's bigger things for you to be
I'm burning off my fingerprints so cops can't fucking prove it's me
I do a lot of stupid shit cause dudes are quick to brew a beef
Smoke a tree because im tight and im aboutta loose my leaf
I've done a lot for everybody, what the fuck y'all do for me
Feels like everything I ever love just seems to fall apart
I like to think were something more, but tortured souls is all we are
A little bit of luck and hope is only keeping me alive
At this point i dont even try cause i dont see a reason why
Ang, i love you baby girl, until the fuckin day i die
I wish that i could make you happy or that i could make it right
And id give my all for you, you know how much you changed my life
Cause in my heart of dark and pain, y-you became my ray of light
You showed me what its like to love and what feeling okay is like
Every day we spent together wasn't just a waste of time
Now its like we're strangers and i hate it that the rope was cut
I knew that love was dangerous but i ain't gonna lose hope in us
It seems you got yourself together baby, im still broken up
It's hard for me to cope with stuff thats why i rhyme & smoke a dutch
Weed and droosies keep me floating, i dont wanna touch the ground
Loving how the pain ain't growing when i stay above the clouds
Lately im so fucking down
And stressed from putting nothing out
All of no remorse is dope but i still know it gon be tossed
So why am i gon even try, i wrote this shit while dosing off
I will never hide my pride and i know i have chose this course
But i will never let it go, i told yu that its no remorse