Mr.Sunshine - If I Die [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[intro]


[verse 1]
I’m lost, I need a better compass because looking up north isn't making me see, so please
God help me, help me, would I have words like Jeremiah?
What am I? Who am I? I have no idea
Sane paradox, same thoughts, I want to sleep but I can’t sleep
I’m tired of ZzzQuil on the nightstand, 3...2...1 shot
Sleep's a drug that I love, I love, Sleep's the drug that I love
This is what I didn’t had planned but what did I expect?
With the divorce, not seeing my brothers and mom for years
And seeing them one day telling me she’s dead, how could I tear in remorse?
My family had it worse, but I’m dealing it worse now, it's the same Day N Night
Like drugs are bad right? but, I’ve been doing drugs all of my life since I was 3
Just to make me fit in but I don’t wanna, I don’t agree
But I did, anyways, seemed cool but then I ain’t the sharpest tool in the shed

[Chorus]
If I die now, who would remember me?
Would my family feel sorrow? Most likely
If I die tomorrow, how would the world see?
What will they see?

[Verse 2]
I always wish I’m someone different, I imagine it everyday, staring at myself in the mirror
Searching for my inner self, my hopes and near dreams, all it seems is I got nothing to say
I’m thinking here, I’m thinking I never had love, I got lots to say
Hey Hyde
I’m looking at the twinkling stars, wondering, if I’ll ever be there
I hope to mend, far behind this chasing shade
I always wish I’m someone different, but at the end I’m different, I’m always gonna be different

[Chorus]
If I die now, who would remember me?
Would my family feel sorrow? Most likely
If I die tomorrow, how would the world see?
Will people understand?
What will they see?

[Verse 3]
Sometimes I’m utterly depressed, I thought was a lost soul
Nah
I’m a found soul in a lost world, trying to shine my best and the best girl
No need for the fame in this game, Just making a difference is my claim
I was told to be happy, that’s what I’m claiming, that’s no shame
Good riddance I got patience and some confidence
Look at my past evidence, I could be more disobedience, you could feel grievance
But I’m not trying to embrace my past, I’m trying to embrace who I am
Because that’s what will last, I give a damn about my existence
Say what you say of who I am
Who am I is up to you to decide
Could be truth or could be lies
But I’m remembered if I die