Novel - Self Medicating [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]
I'm seating here staring at the wheel
Eyes reder than the break lights
Parked with the keys in the ignition
But I'm drunk so I can't drive, yeah
You can tell by the speech there was something in the water
Plus I'm smoking on them Leaves same colour as the dress that I bought her
[Hook]
I'm sorry, She's Sorry
Everybody's got some fucked up apologies
Thank you mama, for tryna raise me
Though I wish I wasn't alive somedays
No Palm trees, no corn greens
Just a young corn underneath this concrete
Its your fault, We could have had it all
So tonight I'm gonn' ball 'till I fall
But uhm

[Hook]
I'm not addicted to drugs
I'm just self medicating, medicating Yeah
I'm not a victim of love
Everyone's jus' hatin', they jus' hatin' yeah, yeah

You said I'm missing something beautiful
I jus' wanna see the same things that you saw
But uhm

I'm not addicted to drugs
I'm just self medicating, medicating Yeah
I'm just self medicating, medicating Yeah
I'm just self medicating, medicating Yeah

[Verse 2]
I'm Puffing lye on a saturday night
Thinkin' I'm losing my religion
The next morning hung over
At the sunday service qouting scriptures, yeah
I know I'm not afraid of dying
But maybe I'm afraid of living
Cause life ain't promised to us all
But I know death is given

[Hook]
He is sorry, she is sorry
Everybody's got some fucked up apologies
Thank you mama, for tryna raise me
Though I wish I wasn't alive most days
No Palm trees, no corn greens
Just a young corn buried in the concrete
Its your fault, We could have had it all
So tonight I'm gonn' ball 'till I fall
But uhm

[Hook]
I'm not addicted to drugs
I'm just self medicating, medicating Yeah
I'm not a victim of love
Everyone's jus' hatin', they jus' hatin' yeah, yeah
You said I'm missing something beautiful
I jus' wanna see the same things that you saw
But uhm
I'm not addicted to drugs
I'm just self medicating, medicating Yeah
I'm just self medicating, medicating Yeah
I'm just self medicating, medicating Yeah

[Instrumentals]

[Hook]