Pensive - Don't Have the Time [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1: Pensive]
Got a day with loki and the base is so deep
We start cooking up rhymes until you lames would od
Take a break to debate about this hate we don't need
Next day im on the train with a place to go be
Trying to coordinate my flight, make my plane with no e
Left the place that growed me same state that showed me
I got roots from different places so i take from both seeds
Had to change my whole chi so i could break and grow free
If your fates in your reach got to wade in so deep
The hardest thing with rhyming is to make you know me
I would hate to believe its a fate that owns me
Learning from experience its pain that showed me
Can't rely on other people or your fate won't flow free
If i had the time I would make my own beats
But I've got school and i've got work, and other things to handle
This music is my break its like its bringing me a candle
On top a birthday cake and i can see my name is written on it
Put this beat inside my mind then rhyme all of my wishes on it
Rap some of my thoughts and then i rap some of my dreams
I swear this shit is easy but dont think thats how it seems

Chorus
Its a cycle so let it be
Can’t control gotta set if free
Trying to see what we could be
But we don’t have the time

[Verse 2: Pensive]
Dont discount the time i’m taking, typing out these lyrics
I'm crafting every single line, just hoping that you hear it
Hoping you can feel it, even if its for a moment
Cus this time i spend is sacrifice your ears are my atonement
At the same time i’d keep doing this if nobody was listening
Cus hip hop is the language that bout half my thoughts are written in
Fuck it i mean most of em, sometimes i feel more close them
When i write then i rap them let the beat just play the host to them
I play the songs out loud its like i start a conversation
That takes place between my voice and mind i find that so amazing
So i ceaselessly record my thoughts, emotions or opinions
In my rhymes and in my sketchbook just to see whats really in them
I define myself more clearly, every time that i create
Which in turn can help me find a lot more ways i can relate
Its cycle that i’m growing through, everyday i’m showing you
But by the time you give me props i bet that they’ll be overdue
It really doesn't matter though cus this ain't what i hope to do
Its simply art to ease my mind through everything i’m going through
Its something that i love to make so why would i stop doing this
The answer is i probably won’t you might as well get used to this