Rachel Gieck - Master number 33 [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

A year can change many things
I've been buried, dug out and left in my own grave
Except this time around the messages got changed
You don't find love through others and selfless doubts
These are just two different things
The only position that love can breed
Is when your feeding it to yourself

You can't live through someone else's eyes
You have to live through your own
It's the only way to live free
You can't even begin to express authentic self to somebody else
Until you establish a clear reflection in the mirror that you built
You can't sell majority of your soul
And pretend like your innocent
Like the bargain never got old
You can't depend happiness on whatever the weather that day holds
And pretend to purge all your thoughts but never actually let them go

So I've planted my seeds and I've watched them grow
I've made mistakes and I've forgiven my mind body soul
I've truly meditated and I've spent time alone
I've sat in the abyss of fear and I never ran home

I'm trying to look at love as something new
NOT a replacement for a void
A void to me that was relatively new news
Something that wasn't my fault but the shitty things I did were the actions I was taught
Is still something I evaluate it expands my soul. It puts my heart on the spot

But to say I didn't learn the majority of what I have from other people that surround me
That are unfortunately buried in my past
To say that it's tasteless would be a lie
Because to be honest it was an honest playing field
Both entities just trying to survive
But I've fought and I've learned
And I've fallen and I've gotten back up
I've been lost I've been crazy I've been insecure
And I've grown the fuck up

Because where I'm headed is absolute freedom
I sing in the shower again I dance when I'm alone
I can finally hear my thoughts breathing
And although the timeline didn't match up
There's no taste left here because if it didn't happen
I would have never started growing up
Its just unfortunate that those will never see
The true authentic self id love to introduce you all to
This new person I've gotten to know - me