[Verse 1]
Sometimes I live for the moment
Sometimes I feel like it's a waste
Singing for a life, it's lament
I feel your pain, I feel my gain
It's cruel but it's part of my caste
Life is a disappointment but it's the only thing you do
Maybe you'll get this someday, but this is a foo's
Song, I need to sleep, it's just my imagination
I need a new record, I need a desperation
I've seen that girl in the halls, yeah I live for her hand
It would be the greatest, if she knew, if she realized
I wish I could get that dream relationship, no reprimands
I felt so strong, now it's my job, it doesn't feel like
Know her name? I don't give a single shit
It's my duty to get to my peak, growth spurts
I've been made fun of, their opinion ain't a hit
But I'll admit, sometimes it's a shot, and it hurts
I hear the emotional gun go off, it's deafining but I can handle it
They say my destiny is getting high and wrecking cars, but not it
I've been thrown down, i've been in fights and been left to die
I'm trying to walk away from this life but it's not that simple
Don't fuck with my brain, I know that shit, I know a life
You might look sweet, you might have me goin crazy but it's fickle
Don't drop your arguments, come to me, I love ya
Sometimes I see the shit that middle school drama brings ya
You don't know who I am, but I know who you are
I may not look the part but there's a fighter in all of us
And it's up to you to bring it out, whether you near or far
The heartbreak it cracks whenever I see ya, it's enough
I gotta ask you out, girl, but I don't know if ya'll accept off the bat
I don't even know what drives my rapture, it's my kryptonite
Does she know me? God knows, I wish, but it's just that
I will try, honestly, and we all know, it'll bite
They don't believe me, they doubt my abilities
They laugh when I rap, but they haven't scratched the surface
Rapping for Jay Day's songs, showing off my lip agility
I'm still breathin', but ain't perfect
[Hook]
Why must this life turn out like this, why do I have to feel like this
Sometimes I get these feelings, sometimes it makes me pissed
Just jealousy, thinking that I can't do shit bout it, a damn fit
I love her, but she probably don't know, or she don't care
It sounds weird when you word like that, but I don't care
This is my life, my life, my life, and fuck you if you don't like it
Wanna know my life in two words: Fuck You
Come at me, it's not a hard thing to do
If you're mad, clear yourselves, it's a holiday troop
I'ma fight for this girl and you ain't gonna get this droop
Get back on your ship and send yo ass back to the sloop
I walk high, talk high, act high, shit I am high, froot loop
Not impressed, second-guessing, making my shit a bloop
Taking up your mind, it's survival, but it's not for the coup
Making this is like gathering Eminem and Biggie in a group
I play football, throwing that pass one hundred yards
I like to think that, but don't do that shit, it's my man-card
You'll like to make me a signed rapper, I'm the new rap bard
I live for the singing, I run and spit to the crowd
I rap and rhyme and jam and then getting applause
The Mafia attacked me in the back, I tossed 'em a 2pac
Livin for the givin but not giving a shit is beginnin to get on my nerves
I'm a walking goalie, a cornerback in third base, made a spare
Making me a famous motherfucker, take any card, make a dare
Make my damn day, ruin my mind, take em from the behind
Gasoline blowin up out a car, original gangsters, making 100 mph on the freeway
High speed chase, like a horse that breeded with a cheetah, it's free day
Opposite day, taking mack back in the sack, that's what my son is
Let's see how you do, talk to me baby, I love you, it's a quitter's word
I'm not a quitter, I'm a shitter, because I'm talking it
You wanna fuck me? Bulletproof, 'least I'm making it
Credits are rollin, who's my producer?
I don't have one, so just take it out on the looper
I've got the endurance to keep spitting to my shine
No one will fall for my tricks, though, it's for my bind
This kid is going down in history, if he can help it
Then she will love me, not a fuckin psychopath
Hungry for power, my speed limit's so damn fast
Abide from the laws of the normal lifer, writing my signature down for my cipher
Sublime, you think of yourself as a virtual badass, get off of the computer and work out, tell yourself that you'll get yourself in a beatbox bout
You wanna get aced, tell me to my face, I'll have C destroy you
Do I disgust you, am I ugly to you? Tell me and you'll hear shit for word, foo'
Love me, hate me, ask me if I care, I'll just add it to my photobooth of shit
I don't care about, like you
Why must this life turn out like this, why do I have to feel like this
Sometimes I get these feelings, sometimes it makes me pissed
Just jealousy, thinking that I can't do shit bout it, a damn fit
I love her, but she probably don't know, or she don't care
It sounds weird when you word like that, but I don't care
This is my life, my life, my life, and fuck you if you don't like it
Yeah, I'm white, you shouldn't have a problem with that
I'm the white rapper, the other ones are the white fappers
Never heard that one before? Well I'm pulling out the big guns
MC's bout to blast, he's done with with the fair buns
I saw him getting some last night, damn they was loud
Shooting them out on a board, it's my newfound
Love is making me go crazy, remind you what you want to do when you grow up
I'm gonna lose some shit, walking away from this verse, so shut up
End this quick, get up on this stage, yes we're open
I'll fight you, out of town, down to the pope'n
I walk on this path alone, but I'm trying to not struggle
If you can hear this, then get down here on the double
Remember girl that this song is dedicated to you, and the ones that need her
And then I get a little crazy, but it's alright, don't take the bait, ain't no lure
I'm about to do some crazy shit but it's not enough for me to implore
I need a million dollars, the State of California, and your clothes, like Schwarzenegger
Ooh, innuendo, how you gonna handle that, eh? I know you like it, babe
I tell you what you want to hear, don't need another jeer
I'm gonna walk and talk, fawk and all forms a' naught because I'ma impress you, just ya watch
I'ma a fucking prodigy, and if I was a military leader this would be my strategy
Lull em to sleep, now they're dead and gone cause we shot em
They're asking for forgivance but we've already fought em
We're soldiers of the new world, new Generation and 2nd gen of Em-inem
It's a planet buster, coming down but I sing like a motherfucker
Come up to the stage, girl, don't need to be shy
I'll see you some day, and I will not lie
[Hook]
Why must this life turn out like this, why do I have to feel like this
Sometimes I get these feelings, sometimes it makes me pissed
Just jealousy, thinking that I can't do shit bout it, a damn fit
I love her, but she probably don't know, or she don't care
It sounds weird when you word like that, but I don't care
This is my life, my life, my life, and fuck you if you don't like it
[Bridge]
(Life is fucking perfect if ya would kiss me
I will make this my life if ya would miss me
Don't walk away, please don't dismiss me
Dedicated and your best man and friend for ya)
(2x)
[Hook]
Why must this life turn out like this, why do I have to feel like this
Sometimes I get these feelings, sometimes it makes me pissed
Just jealousy, thinking that I can't do shit bout it, a damn fit
I love her, but she probably don't know, or she don't care
It sounds weird when you word like that, but I don't care
This is my life, my life, my life, and fuck you if you don't like it
Your struggles may be similar, man...keep fighting the good fight, no matter what
