The Lost Talent - All Right [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Intro]
It's all right Eric...
It's all right...

What Doesn't Kill You... well it fucks you up !

[Verse]

Hands are shaking, face is swollen
Voice is trembling, can't control it
Heart is aching, I can't hold it
I hear depression and he's calling
Mouth is dry but eyes are full of water
Why am I in the middle of disorder ?
How can I turn around the revolver ?
Cause right now it wants to do slaughter
She won't pick up when I call her
She'll text me back like "What you want, huh?"
I'll text her "I want us forever happily!"
And then... she laugh at me !
And then... I cannot believe !
The girl I could see me with
Tells me that she don't care, she don't need it
She's playing games, she's conceited
Cause I ain't got a job on the radar, I'm underneath it
And I'm always the shoulder for her if she need it
What is important for me - for her to conceive it
That we should stick together - no matter what is it !
Cause if she's trying to leave whenever I'm doing worse
Than I, unfortunately, can't see it
Relationship can turn to relation-sink
Just cause she's too selfish to see it !
And I'm a sucker for love so I can't leave it !
Whenever we're on the edge of breaking apart I have to heal it
SOMEBODY PLEASE HELP ME WITH !
Cause I've seen more pain than paramedics did
And I've dealt with more issues than AA meetings !
Everyday I'm calm but sometimes I can't keep it
In me and end up screaming and beating !
I'm beefing with me even
I don't know where I got it from
But when I look at the mirror I don't see a person worth seeing
O.G. told me to be cold till I get dough
But I keep on catching feelings
You know that feeling when you care ?
When for a loved one you might as well be dead ?
When you have an issue and you want to argue
But no one is there ?
When you want to be open but you're scared
That you can lose what you have
And you feel like there is nothing else besides that
So you act cool like "Fuck it, it'll pass"
But then you really say "Fuck it, it couldn't last!"
Too many times, too many excuses
Too much disrespect in this life
But still you want it to be all right
So you fight!
See I been in fire and I don't need a light
Cause my skin still burning from the last time
I know how to thug but I'm not quite sure how to live my life !
I try my best !
I don't always succeed but if I fail
Than please don't leave me here
Be a bit optimistic since I'm a pessimist
I'm always ready for the worse but I think about the best
And it stresses me that they're saying "Later it'll be greater"
But now it's later and I'm still in the same place
I always smile cause I cherish the day
Cause these eyes are familiar with pain
And my mind have been trained by
Old folks with wisdom you can see with your bare eye !
I don't use an umbrella when I walk in the rain
My Dad still needs me near
I value family much more than my peers
Cause they wanna leave quickly
But I want to stay till they all in the clear
I want to but I can't help them more
I wish I could do better for my loved ones
Cause that's really what life is about
If you'll stick to it, everything will be all right
Sky's dark and grass withered on my side
Wish I could have a new lawn cause this one says "bye bye !"
When my grandmother died
I was so indifferent as I've never been in my life
I though I would feel something
But I didn't even try !