The Lost Talent - Flaws [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]

I've been spitting all night long
My throat sore !
I don't know how much more I have to say, yo !
I been up here for a minute and I don't want to forget it
I don't want to mistreat it I want to see my flaws deleted
That's it !

When my grandmother died I didn't feel nothing
I thought that I would feel something
I'm a muthafucka for that
Cause I ain't even dropped a jot of tear on my
And nobody had to tap me on my back
My mother crying and I don't know what to do ?!
"You really didn't and you don't, that's your flaw" that's the answer of my boo
When I asked her "I didn't show any emotions?
Or do I still do ?"
Straight up ! No lie !
I ain't got no memories of that women
So I have no reason to cry
But lately I've been calling my grandpa a lot
I don't want to make the same mistake I did with grandma
I have to be less selfish
And Pick the phone up
Drive down South
25-373 that's my town
That's where I was born
That's where I'm really from
But I'm the only one I will be rocking on this Mic
Cause I'm repping me ! Not my home !

[Chorus]x2

These are all my flaws
This is coming from a cave man
I live in the dark
And i expect rain and pain, man
But i'm always eager to start
The new road fighting for my soul
Can't let my head hang low

[Verse 2]

I always keep myself on a distance, man
Cause I always think that they have some vicious plans
Against me they plot
I'm feeling' like Henry Hill, coked up
Paranoid, I don't enjoy any company
I knew that the only solution for me
Was my girl and it's working
I'm less hurt much more into working
My mind is getting better
Cause when you'r lonely your mind shrink
And you have all the cheddar
But what's that for when you can't spend that
Cause you understand that you don't really plan
Keeping yourself alive for a longer moment
Basically, sometimes I have moments
I want to be left alone
But I can't take loneliness
And I want to hang with homies
But I can't call them just like this
Cause nobody in the world that I like
And even if I might
They won't come around to hang around like this
Cause they see I call them only when I see it fit
But it ain't a suit it don't lay good
I'd rather be here with my mic lay good
Vocals on beats...
But no vocal to talk to when everybody's away
I don't pick my phone up neither
Cause when you pick it up too many times
People start calling and I ain't fine with that either
It's my flaw that I'm asocial
But my flow shows I have no skills in a talk, yo!
I like this flaw but it leads to being depressed
Bout my future cause I don't want to be a part of a social world
I'm 1 Deep that means 1 friend, 1 girl and 1 me !
It counts for three(free)
And cause of that I'm free from all of that
I mean Homies calling and wanting to hang with me
I don't know if I want to be none of that ...
We gon' see

[Chorus]x2

These are all my flaws
This is coming from a cave man
I live in the dark
And i expect rain and pain, man
But i'm always eager to start
The new road fighting for my soul
Can't let my head hang low

[Verse 3]

I fly to my cuckoo nest
I drive-by all the stress
I ride around without my vest
I try to get the rhyme that's best
I'm divine although depressed
By receiving no checks
Gotta hold onto my breath
I always want to confess
Always want to fucking rest
Always want to fucking press
Push it to manifest
That actually I am blessed
I help those who can't shake
I help those who do shake
Without a dose or a few grams
And I got family
That's the only thing that I don't hate

[Chorus]x2

These are all my flaws
This is coming from a cave man
I live in the dark
And i expect rain and pain, man
But i'm always eager to start
The new road fighting for my soul
Can't let my head hang low