Waxahatchee - Bathtub [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Take my word for it
I'm not worth it
I ignored you all night
You don't deserve it
Morning, bathtub, my skin soft and hot
I was sure you were right
But you're not, you're not
I contemplate my ruined fate
Someone will hurt me so bad one day
You'll resonate, apologize
Maybe I'll make the same mistake twice

I hide from phone calls under the warm water
Malice desists, no it woefully recurs
And it plays like daytime TV shows, I confuse you
And I tell you not to love me
But I still kiss you when I want to
And I lament, you're innocent
Somehow the object of my discontent
It's fucked up, I let you in
Even though I've seen what can happen

You make a tape, I receive it in the mail
And I force myself busy, the diversion will prevail
And I will swallow all my guilt
With little pills, and forge my chin up
And I will only think about it in the morning
In the bathtub