Alexis Carpenter - Week 5 Reading Journal [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

9/9/13
Dern is still in town after Ava left. He bought a few groceries for himself and the stray he found the other day. He considers all of the town's food advertisements to be complete lies

9/10/13
After Ava and Wyatt have some what of a soft moment. Ava starts to believe that he is telling her the truth about everything. That he has been out on business trips and hes trying his best to get closer to Ava again. That he wants everything to be like it used to. Even before their son Noah disappeared two years ago on the dock. He even brings up that he was with Ms. McPherson and he scheduled an appointment for her. Ava tries tell him that she already had an appointment next week with her. But Wyatt thinks Ava needs all the help she can get. From him, her family, Ms. McPherson and her medication

9/11/13
After Ava watches Wyatt leave for another business trip. She notices that Butch is waiting to take him on his boat. Which takes Ava completely off guard. Ava always knew that Butch had no care in the world for her husband. But as soon as Wyatt greets Butch with a wave and one is returned by Butch. Ava decides to take him off her list of "the people she can trust". Ava is tired of being paranoid and negative all the time. She's tired of people thinking shes crazy and second guessing her sanity. So she decides to start doing everything she can to find closure to her son's death

9/12/13
Ava has a small conversation with her long lost friend; Tanya. Not so much as "lost", they just couldn't keep in touch lately. But as they are talking, Tanya is over exaggerating on how many times she had to call Ava just to get in touch with her. Ava was informed earlier before she reached for her phone, that it was in the living room in her purse on the couch. It had been ringing for hours. When she was told this by one of the maids of the mansion. Ava looked at her chair in confusion. She had always threw her purse in her chair in her room. That's always where it had been. In Ava's mind at least. The maid smirked at Ava. She had given the maid a glimpse of how delusional she really was