Clayton Jokythur - Outro [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]
Starting to feel age's weight on my back
Beginning to wonder for how long I can rap
After all I've done
All the way I've come
Until I got here
Man, pass me this bottle of beer
I don't need to tell all the story again
Think I've already told you about when
I was in the army
The fucking big wars
And about my childhood
About my life in the hood
About drug problems, addiction
You know it's all real, no fiction
And then I became this popstar
A rapper, but I still have my scars
And now time also weighs down my shell
I know, it's not like living hell
But still it slows me down
And then sometimes I frown
And I wonder if it isn't time to stop
If I'll be able to cop
With this fast crazy rhythm much longer

[Hook (x2)]
And I can tell
I enjoyed this, hell
Tortoise II was the best
But now I have to go my friend
I need to rest
But it's not the end

[Verse 2]
I mean I gave what I promised
Let us all be honest
Tortoise II is right here
Even though you and even I feared
It might actually never come
I did manage to get it done
And I did what I said I wanted
A balance of funny shit
With serious right next to it
Told you stories about me
Talked about things I deem important
And between these, between stories
Talked shit and had fun, with my flamboyant
Style
Yeah of course I did smile
Writing and recording everything
And I like being here rapping
And yes it is nice to do shows
To have people shout your name
To have nice hotel rooms, even hoes
And to see I am changing the game
But it also is a lot
I almost didn't rest my whole life
Didn't enjoy some time with kids and wife
But wait, do I have 'em? Notnot
See, I didn't even have time to look around
Maybe if I'd stopped earlier I'd have already found
But I had this responsibility to you
I have the utmost respect for my fans
But I have to see what I can
And can not, what I'll be able to go through

[Hook (x2)]
And I can tell
I enjoyed this, hell
Tortoise II was the best
But now I have to go my friend
I need to rest
But it's not the end

[Verse 3]
So what do I do?
Do I give up?
These doubts are stuck
In my mind, it's something new
Having to think about what's next
Not just doing it and forgetting about the rest
Damn it I gotta weigh
What will be better for Cla-Clay
Do I have my answer? Nay
When will I say?
I don't know man
I just don't know
And I wish my doubt wouldn't show
So easily
But it seems to me
I am no longer so busy
So I can think and think
About what I will do
Man it's killing me
I should just finish this LP
But I couldn't help it
Had to tell you about it
After all it concerns you
That's the reason I do what I do
But I really have no answer to say
Let time tell what is to be done of Cla-Clay
In rap
And now let's wrap
It all up, this was Tortoise II
Hope you enjoyed
See you