Clive - Cessation [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

When it's my time to go
Lead the way out, I'll find another way in from a changed route
When this summer rain rinses the pain out
I will stomach the sudden syringe in my veins now
Hold me like cards to your chest
And show me your arms are outstretched
If only I can rest my bones then I can get back home and then confess my sins
When the curtains close
Will the gates open? Will my faith change? Will I make atonement?
Riding the waves of an abiding avocation I've made my own
I'm my own opponent but the rhythm it consoles me
When my cynicism throws me for a loop on this bed of regrets
My medicine chests and cabinets are filled to the brim with my loneliness
It's just the way it goes, when you're too anxious just to say hello
He thinks too much and such people are dangerous
Well, tell Julius I usually am a little angsty but
I'm only angry just at myself, and that will only be hazardous to my health
Cause all I've been is the catalyst for my hell
Analysis paralysis, a battle within the self. I am saddled
Without a paddle, up the creek against my shadow
Mano a mano and I'm out of ammo until I tattle on myself
That will calm and quell this addled mind and
Unravel fears from a child to an adult
Mind over matter, what matters most is scattered
Across the landscapes inside us. Bring it to the light and magnify the
Unstable parts of you and one day you'll
Have moved and untangled the rope
You can learn to cope and feel like you've made it
But your traces of pain won't treat you like a stranger
When innocence is lost, it's not retrieved
Plant a thought, just drop one seed
Cause when you travel in silent unspeakable memories, still thoughts run deep