Clive - The Buzz [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

V1:
I want to reach Rat Pack status
Hoping I'm brave and won't be afraid to face the panic attacks that happen
Look back and laugh at 'em, from this golden age
'Til I'm old and grey right before they slam that casket
Pass that flask, hand it. I'll take a swig of it
With a cigarette cause since my sibling's tragic crash happened
Been trapped in bad habits, every road is blocked and uncertain
But I'm determined to get past that traffic
I keep dreaming of seeing myself sleeping
Peacefully leaving it all behind, heart slowly beating
Feeling better than I've ever been, floating down
On a river bed of feathers and I'm zoning out
But then I wake up, can't lay down
Till I'm penning 'em better than everything out, a legend for sending gems to the crowd
Serviced better than Federer every letter put together to
Quell the venom, my head is set on it now
Raps attack that madness
Weaponry pounding levies to drown malevolent sound to static
Joust the panic in a mental house of havoc
Therapeutic usage, parish cruel illusions
One day the kids will all be sitting in the sun and they'll
See me chillin' in the distance as they come and tell
That they've been listening to this, and nothing else
And they'll be whispering among themselves

He's our Soma...

V2:
See, I want to reach the calm without the storm
Following the man I was before I got torn up
Worn up and washed up on the shore
Lost and exhausted, coughing to the coffin
Want to kill off my demons without falling to the floor
Clearly practice didn't make perfect
It made permanent and that ain't working
My plans became worse than a plane burning and crashing
To the ground, tackling me down. Pain worsened, flames dispersed
I was out
Reclaimed my surface and found my place sung in a verse
Thunderous bursts from the clouds had surged
I struggled it out and words sprung from my mouth
Emerged one with the sound, the first comfort I found in a long while
The hot, the cold, the numbness in between
I guess the best thing about love is that it's free
But I'm running in these streets searching for something to eat
Cause my stomach's feeling weak, hungry plus I'm sleep deprived
So over beats I glide to free my mind and yelling 'never sleep on Clive'
Cause the minute that you do, I'll just creep on by
On the way to the top, won't stop to see y'all bye
One day the kids will all be sitting in the sun and they'll
See me chillin' in the distance as they come and tell
That they've been listening to this, and nothing else
And they'll be telling me the buzz themselves