CRVIG - shield [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Pre-Chorus]
I've been up since yesterday
Tryna heal the scars I made
I know I did this to myself
But I've been building walls around me
I understand if you doubt me
I've been trying to reach you
But I feel like I'm drowning in my words

[Chorus]
Would you like me better if I kept my guard up?
'Cause they took everything from me, now I'm scarred up
I just wanted to be myself, but you hate that
And I just don't wanna be alone, but can't say that

[Verse]
You threw your life away for someone that could never save you
And I just ride the wave, bеcause I knew you wouldn't stay true
It's only gеtting worse 'cause I wake up and have to fake it for another day
Should I throw it all away?
Should I throw it all away, should I throw it out the window?
Pray to God I'll watch my sins go
And I've been taking time to decompress
I never show my mind, I just deflect
And I carry these burdens on my chest
But you barely care, if I had to guess
I guess this is just what I get
Such a fragile soul I must protect

[Pre-Chorus]
I've been up since yesterday
Tryna heal the scars I made
I know I did this to myself
But I've been building walls around me
I understand if you doubt me
I've been trying to reach you
But I feel like I'm drowning in my words

[Chorus]
Would you like me better if I kept my guard up?
'Cause they took everything from me, now I'm scarred up
I just wanted to be myself, but you hate that
And I just don't wanna be alone, but can't say that