CRVIG - ​figure it out as i go [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Intro]
(I didn't think that this is what it would come to)
(I didn't think that this is what it would, yeah)
(I didn't think that this is what it would come to, yeah)

[Chorus]
I didn't think that this is what it would come to
I know it's better if I keep to myself
So many things that I just wish I could undo
'Cause all my life, I've just been scared that I'll fail
It's fine, we don't really gotta talk about it
Didn't think I had it in me, but I finally found it
Don't lie, said you get me, but I highly doubt it
It's fine, we don't really gotta talk about it

[Verse]
I been stressin' lately, all my friends got it all figured out
People think I'm crazy, isolate myself, never go out
Best friend got a baby, everyone around me growin' up
In the town that raised me, used to hate it, but it's only love
Got no reason to be scared, but it just wouldn't seem fair
Tell them I'll be there at eight, pull up at 10
I know they don't really care if they don't get it in
Breakin' down at the seams, tear me down just by the limb
And the pain runs deep
Know it hurts you more than it probably does me
Every day so bored, slumped down in my seat
Got no serotonin left, and I am only nineteen
So much love for everyone that showed me love when I was at my lowest
It helped me out, and it just goes to show that I'll make it out
This is the life I chose, and I'ma figure it out as I go, I know it

[Chorus]
I didn't think that this is what it would come to
I know it's better if I keep to myself
So many things that I just wish I could undo
'Cause all my life, I've just been scared that I'll fail
It's fine, we don't really gotta talk about it
Didn't think I had it in me, but I finally found it
Don't lie, said you get me, but I highly doubt it
It's fine, we don't really gotta talk about it