CRVIG - Oblivion [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Intro: Calvin Fowler]
When I think about forgiveness
I think about accepting the fact that you were hurt, or mistreated, or whatever
And accepting that who or whatever caused that hurt or mistreatment
Is no more a problem that you choose to dwell on
Forgiveness I think is letting go
It's not always about surrendering your power and forgiving someone for something
It's more like a self-acknowledgement that you're no longer letting the situation affect you
And you're dropping that baggagе off
Forgiveness also isn't something that should bе expected
Or that I feel anyone should feel entitled to
This is all done on our terms
And whether we feel it's completely deserved justified or whatever
Completely and solely up to us and the person who is doing the forgiving

[Pre-Chorus: CRVIG]
Distance, disillusion
Missteps in the movement
Regret, resolution
"I love you", "I can't do this"
It'll all fade into oblivion
Fade into oblivion
It'll all fade into oblivion
It'll fade into oblivion
Easy, hard to come by
First hello, last goodbye
Close the door on our life
Open up my free time
It'll all fade into oblivion
Fade into oblivion
It'll all fade into oblivion
It'll fade into oblivion

[Chorus: CRVIG]
How long?
How long?
How long?
How long until it all becomes a blur?
It could be close, for what it's worth
I didn't know until things got worse
That it's such a joy to be on this earth
(How long?) How long?
(How long?) How long?
(How long?) How long?
(How long?) How long until it all becomes a blur?
It could be close, for what it's worth
I didn't know until things got worse
That it's such a joy to be on this earth

[Verse 1: CRVIG]
Guide me through the dark, I'm still here
Even when the future's unclear
I'ma let God take the wheel
I'ma let it all just fall into place
And I miss being involved, and I miss seeing your face
But I'm hearing my calling, it's louder every day
I'ma step into the grey
Grey area
Had to get hurt and broken down, it's all for character
I ain't gon' trip over a bitch, I wish 'em all good luck
Gotta forgive and let 'em live, 'cause I'd want that too
And I ain't crashin' out again, it's all a big to-do
And if you wanna know my story, better listen through
I'm tryna find the sunlight, I made friends with the moon
In a crowded room, I'm just thinkin' 'bout
[Pre-Chorus: CRVIG]
Distance, disillusion
Missteps in the movement
Regret, resolution
"I love you", "I can't do this"
It'll all fade into oblivion
Fade into oblivion
It'll all fade into oblivion
It'll fade into oblivion
Easy, hard to come by
First hello, last goodbye
Close the door on our life
Open up my free time
It'll all fade into oblivion
Fade into oblivion
It'll all fade into oblivion
It'll fade into oblivion

[Chorus: CRVIG]
How long?
How long?
How long?
How long until it all becomes a blur?
It could be close, for what it's worth
I didn't know until things got worse
That it's such a joy to be on this earth
(How long?) How long?
(How long?) How long?
(How long?) How long?
(How long?) How long until it all becomes a blur?
It could be close, for what it's worth
I didn't know until things got worse
That it's such a joy to be on this earth
[Verse 2: CRVIG]
You were my longest love
And though you fucked it up
I got no hate for you
I know you've had it rough
Know that I'm here for you
Even though it was tough
Having to run from you
We took it far enough
Thank you for all you did
Showed me that I'm enough
Gave me what I needed
Someone who gives a fuck
I guess I care too much
I just give out my trust
When I should keep my guard up
I always need that love
I can't be on my own
For too long or my mind
Tells me that no one would
Care if I end it all
Wanted to end it all
When you told her that you're
Happier with the girl
You spent our love all on
Not tryna guilt trip you
Just gotta tell my truth
In order to kill the past
You ain't the first or last
I'll go through this again
And I'll be stronger next time
So let's fade to oblivion, I'll see you in the next life

[Bridge: CRVIG]
I'll see you in the next life
I'll see you in the next life
I'll be stronger next time
I'll be stronger next time
I'll be stronger next time
I'll see you in the next life
For now, we'll fade into oblivion
Fade into oblivion
Fade into oblivion
Oblivion

[Verse 3: CRVIG]
Thank you for giving me the confidence
To let go of my insecurities
Know that I'm not half as fucked as I think
And I know they think that we're enemies
But despite the shit that you did to me
I still admire a lot of things
So consider this me making peace
Nothing lasts, sometimes it goes way south
Bandit died, I saw my dad break down
1 AM, we buried her
Helped him dig the hole, watched him lay her down
But life goes on, and we cling to the memories
You're happier now, and I'll find my serenity
Welcome to forgiveness, it's euphoric
I'm done making enemies

[Chorus: CRVIG]
How long?
How long?
How long?
How long until it all becomes a blur?
It could be close, for what it's worth
I didn't know until things got worse
That it's such a joy to be on this earth
How long? (How long?)
How long? (How long?)
How long? (How long?)
How long until it all becomes a blur?
It could be close, for what it's worth
I didn't know until things got worse
That it's such a joy to be on this earth