CRVIG - ​tennessee vampire [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Intro: Xzay]
Do you know how it feels to be a civilian?
Lost in the world, looking for your meaning?
My name is Xzay
And this is civilian

[Verse 1: CRVIG]
Yeah, yeah
And I been up all night, just tryna fight the urge
To take me out this life, to run away from Earth
I got some battle scars, I know I made it far
And shoutout VIP, them boys, they got my heart
Appreciate my mom, know I should call her more
I lived twenty lifetimes in 2024
So if I crash this car, I hope my people know
It ain't nobody's fault except my fuckin own
I let these moments pass, I never take it in
I try to get it together, but nothing's making sense
I took likе ten NyQuil so I could feel something
But I've found that I still want somеthing more in the end
I love my college friends, I love my Kennett friends
But would it be beneficial if they don't see me again?
Feel the adrenaline, think this might be the end
What am I if nothing more than a civilian?
Yeah

[Chorus: CRVIG]
Yeah
I'ma bite my tongue, and just hope I can erase my mind
'Cause I feel so dumb, tryna get shit done, but I always waste my time
Starin' down the future, feel it comin' towards me faster and faster
But nothing matters, I'll just watch my life go by

[Verse 2: CRVIG]
Different in public, in my room, I just commit to the sickness
I don't wanna make this everyone's business
Wanna ask my future self, did he fix this?
Back in elementary school, I was gifted
Barely feel like I've done anything with it
Wishing everyone would just come to their senses
One good thing, I get it, and then end it
I can feel it around me, know I'm not worth saving
I'm glad that you found me, I'm tryin' to change things
If I make it out alive, I know that you will suffice
We'll bask in the light, and we'll just watch the world go by

[Chorus: CRVIG]
Yeah
I'ma bite my tongue, and just hope I can erase my mind
'Cause I feel so dumb, tryna get shit done, but I always waste my time
Starin' down the future, feel it comin' towards me faster and faster
But nothing matters, I'll just watch my life go by

[Outro: CRVIG]
We'll just watch the world go by
And I'll just watch my life go by
(Yeah, yeah)