(alex)Slander - For Her [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

I should have seen the blood on her hands
When she passed me that blunt
Or the look in her eyes every time we made love
But no
I was too consumed by the essence of her presence
Hoping that my fate
Would never take me from this time and place
Now the fruit is rotten from the core out
With me caught inside
Trying to find the fucking door out
But I can't see through your smoke screens
Put your walls down and open up to me

How come every time I try to tell you that your'e beautiful
You come back by telling me that I should be more truthful
And how come every time I try to tell you that I love you
Shit, you're not even listening to me
And How come every time my friends tell me
"Yo, your bitch gets down."
I wanna say "fuck you
For tryin' to knock me down off my cloud!"
You know that you can't
But I'd like to thank you anyway for trying to be my friend

(Chorus)
I hope your walk to hell is a long one
So you can take the time to think about where you went wrong
I hope your fall from grace lands you in a place
Slightly better than where you really belong
I hope you hear this
And I hope you know everything
You sacrificed for some greasy faggot with a lip ring
I hope you trust him
And I hope he's being honest
When he leaves you at the alter with a 14karrot broken promise

Ya know, often I wonder what I did to deserve this
I know I'm not perfect
But it's not on purpose
I gave her everything that I had
And all I got was a knife carved out my heart
Stabbed in the back
The least that I ask is you act like you give a shit
God knows I'd do anything to save this relationship
I won't admit it
But she's everything I wanted
Because it's been fucking years
And I'm still fucking haunted

Like every little aspect
Her scent to her name
I've dated other girls but it's just not the same
Do you even begin to comprehend
The amount of damage you accomplished on my brain?
In that short time you managed to knock me off my high horse
I got back on my feet
Unlike you I wasn't too proud to admit my defeat
Which is the worst part to me
Because I know what you could do
If you could only see inside yourself what I saw in you

(Chorus)

And over the years she collected some bones
And then she left me at the bottom of that slippery slope
So I crawled my way to the top where I sit pridefully
And silently, I always wished that you were here beside me
Trust me when I say you tore my heart out my chest
But I know that for a while you were trying your best
So I guess that's how I'll remember you in the end
But until then, I never fucking want to see you again

I hope your walk to hell is a long one
So you can take the time to think about where you went wrong
I hope your fall from grace lands you in a place
Slightly better than where you really belong
And when you get back
Yo, just give me a call
Maybe we can get together and talk about it all
Because it's been a couple years and I'm starting to heal
But I just really need to sit down and tell you how I feel