(alex)Slander - Reprogrammed [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

I serenade my deepest fears
To coax them out their hiding spots
So I can drag them into sunlight
Burn them with my white hot ambitions
Masochistic suspicious visions
Forcing you to give a shit
When you didn't wanna fucking listen to my bitchin'
About how I hate this generation
All they fucking know is Playstation
They've got no real imagination
Yet I still lack the time or the patience
To be forgiving all my customers, my clients and my patients

I just snap, like "who the fuck you think you be?"
This self proclaimed prophecy
He ain't the son of shit to me
I picked up the pieces you dropped jumping bitches
Just to prove your silly point
And feed your immature addictions
Don't mind me
Keep that stupid shit up
I love watching you fall when you can't get up
And I hope you got all of the attention that you wanted
Because you're still no less ugly than the day that you started

(Chorus)
And I can't help it but that's how I'm programmed
To understand that love is only real in the moment
Words are the curtains we use to cover how we feel
That's why I never say I love you because I know it's not real

So I sweet talk my deep thoughts
Just to get her dress off
Like I'm observing her curves and learning what makes her burn
And When the fantasy's over
I just throw her away
And then I wonder why she's mad when I don't call for days
Like "Baby, c'mon! I thought you knew that I was using you!
I thought you liked guys holding you down and abusing you!"
So what if I opened her up and I exposed all that truth in her?
It's not like I've got to talk to her again
Because I'm through with her

See how I lie to my ego to grow it stronger?
Stuff that fucker full of pride until he turns into a monster
Flipping shit up in my conscience just for kicks
Someone shoot this bitch
Because honestly I'm sick of it
Maybe if I smoke enough the demon in my head
Will suffocate on the fumes of my cancer ridden tombs
And when he falls from the stars
I'll catch him in my arms
And beat him to fucking death for giving me all these scars

(repeat chorus)