XZaR - All Along [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]
The fact that you even still get to me is what gets to me
Cause here I am waiting for the call like a bad referee
And this is what's left of me? being fucked mentally-
For over two years thinking you were the one meant for me?!
If I would of knew that, I would been cut you off
Instead of feeling like someone who suffered such a loss
But I bridged the gap and damn right I've come across
The fact, you were stringing me on so motherfucking long
But it makes me wonder why you really stay with him
Oh I get it, it's cause you gotta place with him
Yeah I said it, it ain't for the relationship
Cause if it was you wouldn't have called me talking that crazy shit-
All about him and how he slept with another-
Bitch from work in the same bed but didn't fuck her
Yeah that makes sense, wow he's got you under-
Some kind of spell, but I guess only time will tell

[Hook: Jackie Garcia]
All the thoughts in my head
Kept telling me I should let you go
But instead I kept on, I should of known this shit all along
All along, all along, along, along I should have known
You were stringing me on, all along

[Verse 2]
Feeling like Jacob Black as I lay this track
No pathetic, expecting for you to take me back
How foolish of me, yet that fucking tool is lucky
The only thing I ever wanted was for you to love me
The way that I loved you and make it just us two
I'm exactly right for you, every fucking night I proved
Spent on the phone making you laugh when he stressed you out
I thought you would hold me up, but you let me down
Acting cold as fuck, ever since I left your house
But I know what's up, bet he told you to get me out
And if I'm such a square, why was I kept around?
Did I build the fire of you wanting to feel desired?
Is that it? cause this dangling shit I'm passed it
I wish someone would just fucking strangle me with elastic
End of the [scrapbook] girl, this is the last pic
Either you let me know or you just fucking let me go

[Hook]

[Verse 3]
I remember senior year when we had that class together
I thought it was god's way of trying to bring us back together
Until I heard your current man had found my trash a treasure
But I could tell there were some ties you never grabbed to severe
And I still say that, cause why would you keep in touch-
After all this time if you really believe he's the one?
Which to me it sucks, cause I know if I had a place
A car and a job, you probably start to pack today
Well I'm working on it, I'm just busy chasing dreams
That when I catch, I know you will regret never taking me
You could of been the date for me that I bring to award shows
Instead of some gold digging whore licking my torso
You even admitted if you were [single] you'd come with me
Which means there's a part deep within you that's still in love with me
Yeah, there's a part that's still in love with me
You just won't fucking admit it..

[Hook]

[Talking]
I'm sorry, I just..
I can't take this shit anymore..
Still love you tho..
Fuck you