XZaR - Care About U [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Hook: John Michael]
I want to love you but I
I want to care about you
I want to go on living
But I can't get it out my brain why were you
So cruel to me?
I can't forgive everything you've done

[Verse 1: XZaR]
There's nothing to share about you, but I'm spilling my guts
Why do I care about you? is something I just-
Don't know why, I feel like times flown by
You can sell those lies both ways, they're one thing I don't buy
Our love is now unprofessional, there's no ties between us
So the next time I see you, don't try to be this-
Fucking saint, talking like I'm just a phase
Cause you admitted I'm the best guy to ever come your way
And I would tell you suffocate, but this sudden change
Is taking it's toll, cause my minds in another state
You got me questioning myself, am I something great?
Or am I someone you would actually love to date?
But now I've come to my senses like I'm fucking against it
Your a slut I should have never had messed with-
In the first place, cause now more than ever I regret this-
Excess, of feelings for you, that I've kept in
So fuck your friendship, there's no longer acceptance
Your request is blocked.. Tetris
Cause I pretended for way too fucking long
That nothing's wrong when it's my heart that your punching on
But somehow I still care about you
I want to stop I just don't know how to
Maybe it's me, maybe I'm just fucking stupid
And not as ruthless to do this, cause the truth is

[Hook]

[Verse 2: XZaR]
Why were you so cruel? why did I go through-
All of this?, right then and there I should have called it quits
But still I fall in shit.. face first
I should ball a fist.. and break her-
Fucking face and just laugh cause it makes me so mad
That it's placed in my past, I got played like an ass
Pause, I can't believe I trusted you at-all
Already another dude and you want me to, act-calm?
Fuck you and everything you stand for
Your just another damn whore that I took a chance for
Wish I had cam corded all those fucking moments-
You were hella weak and I petted you until you fell asleep
Is that in your memory? how about when I slept on the floor
And gave you and your son my bed? you forget that, of course
It's okay though, I understand your mind is clogged
Just remember all of that next time you ride his cock

And I'm gone..